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You can say whatever you want to say but type more than you could ever type because the more you type the nicer it'll look so just go on and on and on and on on typing this chunk like hi i am a girl who likes shiny things like diamonds and glitter i like nice boys and actually i am a witch in disguise this skin is inspired from mintyapple which is a community for skins.


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you can remove this if you don't have a conscience. i assure you i will not hunt you down.
skin by: Jane
Friday, May 04, 2007 @ 7:49 AM
a life that i choose to take..

it seems weird cos when i was back in my nice sweet teenage life, i commented "i dowan to be a waiter" but somehow i got job satisfaction from it... to be frank, i wasnt the slightest excited when i did my first desk bound job.. sounds weird? many singaporeans would rather take a desk bound job den a waitering/customer service job, but im actually the opposite. many would wonder the prospects of the industry(or i should say my ideal job). lots of people encouraged me to take a degree. but i have yet to have the intentions to take one, probably because i do not want to drain my mum financially or owe my aunt another favour(cos she paid for my shatec fees).

i regretted working in a travel agency when i was back den having my attachment. cos it aint really my cup of tea though i feel that i have performed during my days(cos at least i manage to clinch my own regular customers =X) if i had a choice, i definitely wun choose what i have chosen. maybe is not regretting workin in a travel agent, but i could have chosen other better options ba..

as im drawing nearer to my ord, i feel lost.. i actually had the intentions of going into retail sales.. but i somehow dun really dare to take the first step(btw my initial plan was going into hotel room sales) i once said i want to try to be an air steward, but i didnt want to go for it eventually.. cos i think i dun make the cut.. and i know i cant take the transition period when i want to settle down with a ground job(the drastic change of pay) would i make it in the hospitality industry? no one knows and im quite eager to find out. if i fail in sales, where can i head to next? im totally lost. i guess my frd is right about me not having a clear direction in life. i may sound sensible, but im actually an empty shell. all i know is to say i wanna try sales..

someone said that i will change after i start working outside, as in a change in character, cos i can be swayed quite easily.. is this true? i worked since 2001. my shatec mates seen me work for 1 year at a travel agency.. have i actually changed during that period? only they can tell me the ans but will i get an answer from them? *shrugs*

shit flows down.. sounds familiar to certain people? im currently in the biggest shithole eva!!

after reading my frds blogs

*dear mr ivan.. i reall look very ugly n fat in those photos u posted la!!(though im not much better nw =/)

*xiaofu look forward in life.. i guess ur life will definitely be more exciting den mine.. =) u can survive o/s if u're der de!!

people i seen over the weeks
*xf, a brief one onli.. walked pass him.. think he was on his way to school.. i was abt to meet someone.. sry ah fu.. didnt say hi.. onli the move head thingy on me

*anthony from dcs.. working at goldheart suntec city..

*jess at *ehem ehem* (its censored hor.. so cant say ah)

people i wanna see somehow.. sometime.. somewhere
-lynnie, marian, xf, ivan and mr goh seng yong
-eric, keynes, elroy
-cf, ym, py, sw

im guilty la.. some havent seen for a year.. some a few months.. bt pardon me pls..

i nid to go on holiday.. no money + no time!! arghx!