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Saturday, December 31, 2005 @ 6:56 PM
dav @ extraction "Time reali flies, i reali veri veri miss e times tt we had in our BMT life, miss u n my buddy. Duno y, i felt tt e current mates tt i haf, i dun feel e bonding n closeness beteween them, dam sian to haf my training wif em. However i miss those shit times. Whenever we half left down in front of our platoon office, tts where all our sweat wil drop n 4 ever be there n remembered =" tis was extracted from one of my frd's guy frd blog.. a testimonial left by his camp mate... guess i share the same sentimentals as him.. guess BMT life really left the greatest impact on us? time and again, i like to flip thru the scrapbk which is my proj xmas fr roy, sam, delon, ben, keynes n eric and of cos myself. though mistakes are in there, i hope they forgive me for the mistakes i made. it was really kinda rush(excuse). @ 5:46 PM
new year eve liao... new year eve liao.. and lata will be the countdown and i still dunno how sial.. first time so lost lor... Van msged me just nw about going to expo leh... hp wasn't ard me, den saw it like 20 min lateer bt den no reply from him oreadi leh... hw sia.. though jess asked me to join ym n cf and her at her hse bt den my heart more with mambo jambo nite leh... hw hw hw.. Eric and frds? ivan pls reply me soon... mambo jambo nite at expo!!!!!! arghx Friday, December 30, 2005 @ 11:18 PM
small talks baby called me the other day from paya lebar camp and we started yada yada yada yada for i dunno hw long.. it felt great to talk to someone so familiar over der in my camp. so all the yada yada and i told him about Ivan.. asked him to go look for ivan to "sam bat" they might not be best of friends. Mr Ng might nt like him or roy. but at least they can befriend and gossip together for the next 1 year plus rite? better den nuttiing right?? OKI.. and the main point of this blog is all about making friends la! baby was asking whether a not i made any close friends already. except for mr lee fu gen, i dun tink there is anyone around i can consider as a close friend. i still cannot recognise everyone from my platoon though my platoon has onli 33people. i dunno more den 1/2 the people's name from my bunk. which i tink is bad. imagine having at least 3hrs of free time daily and i spend dem reading my bks and dozing off half way den waking up again and reading.. David is not as mad and fun to be with in the new camp. he has toned down much.. too much in fact. he chose not to open up to people. he chose to be a cockle. to make it sound nice, pipi, fifi wateva it is spelled, some shell creature oso.. just like cockles la!! when people touch them, they will close up. that's what i have been doing oso. cant find the reason why am i doing tis, bt im just doing it.. *btw i manage to stay low profile till now den suddenly i realise.. i miss MY SECTION AGAIN... - MY LATE NITE HEART TO HEART TOKS AT TIMES WITH ANOTHER MR LEE - AH CHUA'S EAT SHIT SLP ROUTINE - BABY'S WHINES - BEN'S ULTRA SHORT TEMPER - SAM'S CRAP - ELROY'S "WHO'S THAT COCK" - OUR CUP NOOODLES WHICH I "INTEND" EVERY WK - SITTING ARD THE TABLE TOKING NONSENSE - "BLESSING" MR NINJA - THE NEVER ENDING PHOTO TAKING SESSION - THE "LETS GO SHIT / LETS GO BATHE" SAID BY SOME OF THEM - AREA CLEANING AND WHINING ABT THE PUNISHMENT - SINGING CHINESE SONG DURING DEMORALISING 24KM ROUTE MARCH maybe there are more things and i just happen to leave them out in this entry, but definitely nt on purpose. cos 6 guys from der gave me the best memories of army life i have till now. i regard 1 as my closest buddy, not forgetting the rest whom i def can regard as buddies as well, just that we are nt that close in terms of opening up till tis moment. and these above things after yada-ing i remembered something suddenly and shall send my regards soon.. HOW'S ERIC'S FOOT ROT GOING ON? ahaha ;P @ 10:28 PM
dav @ dam sian study study study study... that is suppose to be the ideal life for someone my age. BUT is to study something they really like... and as for me?? hahaz.. im studying something im totally not interested in. NETWORKING. oki, i know nuts about this subject cos i DID NOT study this subject during my so called poly life. i studied tourism something so customer service orientated, something that is general on the whole.. and nextthing i know?? i have to study something i find alien. that's sick. than next week im suppose to be tested on this networking stuff. it took dem 3 weeks(mind you, not 3 full weeks) to teach us and poly students actualli take abt 6months to complete this module. do they assume that army man are actualli all scholars? and they can study so fast? all these stress has made me want to club even more.. bt thks mambo jambo nite at expo. something i was enthusiastically waiting for. bt now? guess i mite nt be going UNLESS i choose to go with eric and his friends, which i may nt feel comfortable with. MIGHT la.. i dunno, haven seen his frds before, so i dunno i will attitude problem a not.. yan and lynnie are at MOS now i suppose, hope its fun. cos of it, someone literally nt replying to my msgs nw(lynnie, its not a woman for your info, nuttin to hide from you) so ya. now im lost. all the studying shit has made me wan to club over the new year more, so should i : a) join eric and his frds since tt guy nv reply oso b) since i wan go so much, just go myself c) bum at home AGAIN d) find other kakis to do other things ans? i prob can say is either a or c. (a) prob a bit unwillingly but just tt i tink clubbin der will be fun. esp tmr nite where u can find music from the 50's all the way till current pop! and as for (c) its obvious reason why. im FRDLESS!! #$%^&*()) next week highlights : weds - VP exercise + guard duty at nite (earning 1 meagre pt) fri - networking test. also book out day + Gan's bday nt exactly highlight for u others, and these highlights turn me off except for bkout. 1 sad thing.. I've known gan since im like wat? P3 or even yoounger, lets make it P3 and den im like onli 10. so it marks 11 years of frdship. though i MIA-ed for few years, i made the effort to contact dem again oki! and ya, i can't wish him happy birthday this year cos i dun have his no. since i lost my phone. SAD. Wednesday, December 28, 2005 @ 5:05 PM
xmas cards are all posted out late DAM! sent out xmas cards last tues, thinkin i was quite safe cos there is actualli like 2-3 days for Mr postman to send out the cards, BUT apparently some people have not received the xmas cards i sent out, element of suprised like gone lor.. esp my office one.. yesterday den they manage to receive the xmas card.. hate it completely.. Monday, December 26, 2005 @ 3:58 AM
Tsunami, 1 year anniversary.. not sure whether 1 year anniversary aptly describes this devastating thing that happened exactly 1 year ago.. this is one of the major events of year 2004 that affected the asian region badly.. many countries like indonesia, thailand and malaysia were affected by the tsunami which was a shock to many. Tourism industry at that point of time was affected badly. yes i mean badly. cos i was in the industry at that time(this includes singapore and affected countries), business really dropped. my co. donated a total of more than 80 coffins to the victims in phuket(thru our phuket agent). i was glad that one of my customers was onlygoing to fly there on the 27th of i will feel bad sending her family and her over. think i would be living in guilt, even though i wasn't the one who suggested for her to go over to phuket. check out this link : tsunami news till date of 14th Jan still so many unfound.. imagine if someone u knew was affected or died because of the tsunami, how would you feel. guess one will prob still the pain in the heart. it'll take lots of time for one to heal the wound of the lost of a kin or close friend. next question for me is :"why the hell am i still awake at this time.." its 4.08am now! @ 1:46 AM
xmas eve and xmas this year christmas hasn't been exactly an exciting one for me... remember 2 years ago xmas eve was celebrated by leona, yee chen, joey, ivan, kelvin, sharon, raphael and sheena by singing xmas carols around shatec organizations like rosette, petals and sha villa. that time i pierced my ear and it was swollen like nobodies business, though it wasn't perfect, bt all of us had fun practising the carols and kelvin was like shooting an MTV during rehearsals at YC's house... Miss Tok also joined us for the carolling hell lotsa fun =D last year was celebration with my college buddies at york hotel, the confetti canon, 7-11. us sleeping, baileys and all the nice pressies.. so much fun we had, ivan hiding in the tv cabinet, yes! he actualli squeezed in. shopping ard town for few hours with marian, trying to get the correct presents for all out mates. blisters after that, angie the choice log cake. ballons and party hats. clearing the floor after the dam confetti canon was used. and not forgetting lotsa light sticks we used. this year on da eve, by right was suppose to go MOS to countdwn with Ming and Eric. bt queue was dam long if i were with my mates, we probably would have just left just by looking at the queue. BUT we queued for 1.5hrs and still couldn't get in and it was after 12, so we left. went to forbidden city, Indochine, bt not fun lidat so left, tough ming didn't say anything but guess he was angry, i didn't want to queue anymore!! it was way pass my patience liao.. anyway went to orchard with eric in the end. went to swensens where i had ceasar salad while he had salmon baked rice.. so tt was our eve celebration. the people in town were mad, it was dam packed. playing the stupid snow spray again.. the only people who are ALWAYS attacked 1) bangla workers - black skin.. seems like they were quite racist. 2) woman - their sex explains everything. suprosingly, those banglas oso spent quite some money on those snow sprays to spray people... =/ anyway, msn-ed ming and asked if he was angry, bt he chose to ignore tt msg.. so i wun b bothered about tt now, felt bad, bt nt replying is kinda rude u know.. today, went to yan's hse.. only me and jer went.. ivan had some last min thing to attend to cos his mum wasn't feeling well.. and lynnie had to go somewhere else. while Mr fugen has guard duty to do.. so ya.. it was the 3 of us, had da roast beef, turkey spagetti, frozen yogurt(yum Yum) and i did not take the LOG CAKE! dam.. xmas without it makes me feel a bit empty.. at least i gt turkey.. and as usual ****** frds ate quite a fair bit of food =X after that went to chinatown to buy some cds. jer was like ransacking the place.. and i tink the uncle gt a bit angry.. he end up buying 2cds and mi?? i bought 4.. ahh.. spending more money.. and a "tian zhu"(nt heaven pig though) pendant. my eyes really dam itchy lor... always spend money on these kinda accessories. i have this thing for "tian zhu" and those beady accessories.. and wonder why.. anyway i intend to get some silver pendants too!~met up with ivan for coffee at starbucks after that, short mit up bt nevertheless one nice chat with gossips and lotsa laughters! still glad i gt these college peepz with me... 3years and still going strong. and for some camp mates? 3 months and im still trying to make it go strong =P *shall try to find my old photos of xmas and post them out. this year xmas tried taking photo with yan, bt our faces just look weird. Sunday, December 25, 2005 @ 2:53 AM
moi color did somehting from tickle.com and this is the results i gt.. Red Your color is red, the color of racy sportscars, blushing cheeks, and luscious roses. Red symbolizes passion, romance, and love. So, since you're ruled by red, you probably trust your feelings more than your brain and tend to act spontaneously. If you see something you want, you go for it without thinking twice — impulsive is your middle name. You don't wait around for people to make decisions, either; you dive right in. Quite the romantic, you pay close attention to your emotions. In fact, if your heart isn't in what you're doing, you won't be satisfied. Of course, even when you do pour all your energy into the projects you tackle, your impetuous nature means your passions can shift as frequently as the wind. That's why some reds have trouble with commitment. Our advice? Next time you're feeling fickle, think before you act, if possible. You might be surprised at the results. Overall, though, it's great to be red. No one lives life more completely than you do. Friday, December 23, 2005 @ 4:12 PM
cant wait to go home its almost time to go home.. just 2 hrs+ more and i can go home!~ yeaPPie!~ can go get a prepaid sim card.. can slack at home, maybe study a bit, PACK MY ROOM which is dam messy.. see my mama.. wonder how she is. wait for my sis to go home and ill get my sim card AGN.. den listen to all her whiny nags as usual, she will make a small fuss out of me losing my phone, den my mum will be the angel for that time.. msg my spec frds and others whom i miss, bt not exactly dearly.. wonder hw's life. make my arrangementd=s for tmr nite outing. SHOP for my mum for xmas present.. dunno since when she learnt hw to get jealous and complained that i didn't get her a perssie after she knew i gt my sis an xmas present.. wasnt cheap u know.. 50bux for a bag from lil match ger.. anyway im haoppy to be able to go home.. shall whine more wen im home!~ Thursday, December 22, 2005 @ 1:58 PM
bloggy from XXX lost my first the in da cab from my hse to amk, dam turn off.. was quite sad, nt because its the first day of new unit, nt sad because i lost my phone, bt sd cos i cant goissp with my darling, baby and honey!! hahax, ya la.. nt gay k? they're my gd friends in camp, esp "darling" la.. and of cos.. sam, ivan, marian, the fruit.. oki im sleeping beside xiaofu k.. and now i eat, slp, march always see him! life in here is SLACK. yes i mean slack, ippt training is only like 50min? and 1 week we have excercise inout timetable like onli 2 times, 1 time ippt training and 1 time progessive run, somewhat like AGR la.. wonder its good a not cos im suppose to be a combat signaller once i get posted out of stagmont, and my physical sure drop, I DOWAN... later FAT again..!!! aHHH!!~~!!~~!!~ this is like a nitemare for me if i really turn FAT again. i still wan to lose weight lor, not to gain anymore. oh ya, by the way food here is nice. and basically what do i do everyday? i study networking, i study engineering stuff, i study, study and study in all the air-con rooms till i fall aslp.. sigh~ i really want to do well this time, bt the books can somehow make me fall aslp easily.. and the "lecturers" are always so fast i dun have time to copy the blardy notes! Wonder how Eric is doingin spec.. borrowed phone from xiaofu once wanted to call him since i only remember his no. from my section, bt he nv ans, only recevied one reply from him say sian... bt dunno why la. oso remember he say welfare company. bt still.. and ya, baby is at the same place with Ivan, so i will and must call him.. sure gt a lot of things to complain one =D whereas for ben and sam, same place, wonder hw's life there? SHE said there xiong leh.. and John oso, navy.. is he actually drowning? hahax.. so many questions in my head, so many wonders bt no ans to any of them! dam sian.. demoralising lor.. right now nt close with anyone in camp, except for fu since i know him for like 3years + le, dun think i will be very close to anyone like in BMTC2. anyway dowan to gossip so much about them la.. hahax! hope this weekend can watch movie, go club / chill out.. gather with campmates as well to catch up before they start forgetting each other! shall not rant more.. tmr is my bok out day~ yeappie!!~ Monday, December 19, 2005 @ 5:52 AM
off again im off to my new vocation... - no internet agn - no camera phone again? - no more viper platoon 2 - no more section 2 - no more close mates - no more nonsense for at least the first few days - no more jia yi bing ding... was suppose to be sleeping by 1.30am last nite, but i just couldn't sleep, tossing and turning in my bed till like 3 before i fell asleep and i wonder whatis the reason.. Sunday, December 18, 2005 @ 11:20 PM
posting, posted everyone gt their respective posting. come to think of it, i really hate myself for not being able to pass my IPPT, at least den i know i have the chance to go into command school.. anyways, that is all out of the point right now. should heed Eric's advice ba~ add oil, do my best in my new vocation, be that determined dav again would be what i hope i can be although its not what i wan? Gab has also asked me to enjoy it to the fullest.. and i promise i will cos there's no choice. live happy in der and time would pass faster(i hope). pinning my hopes on those few who have gone to sispec to excel and make it to OCS, *waves* help me experience what i know i wan but missed guys!! hahax, wonder whether any of them reads my blog too.. proj xmas has been given out already.. left wid one more nt convenient to mention name. so quite sad... just hope that can be delivered before xmas la. den i wun be that depressed. and i hope they like it, that's the most important thing. cos of proj xmas the fruit(ms strawbere) almost gt so pissed off with me. counting down and im left with abt 6 hrs only. time really pass dam fast when you dowan it to. reflecting on the past 3 months of life in tekong, i wud say its really wonderful. and i'll definitely miss it now even more. the next stage in army would be malingering around with more strangers, and i doubt i will open myself up so much to people as compared to tekong viper life peepz like keynes,ben , eric(u know who u are la).. prob be able to find frds, bt not those that i will really open to, afterall, most of my "virgin" times are oreadi given to my tekong peepz. tt's why the story was made. opening myself also endangers me for i fear losing.. so really mixture of my feelings. as much as i hate to contradict myself, i always do that. only did a lil bit of packing and i brought really lil stuff in.. like 2 sets uniform ONLY, 2 pt, admin, shorts, white socks. 1 towel. grn socks.. and i stopped there.. i refuse to pack, maybe cos i refuse to move on... ponder, wonder, why...?? Saturday, December 17, 2005 @ 3:23 PM
December babies... i seem to have loads of friends being born towards the last quarter of the..that includes me.. so i get money reimburstment bt at the same time i spend quite a fair bit getting presents for them as well.. and worst its xmas too! one of my fav festive seasons of the year.. esp because its at the end of the year.. oki dokie.. quite recap on who's born in dec.. - charrisa - Xiaofu - Marian - jess - clarabelle - yimin - hui wen - sam ya i itnk these are the few, but i dun celebrate everyone's birthday obviously.. toking about huiwen.. i got to know her like back when i was in sec4 during one of the zone camps. she was together with Joan and Nanying. so asked her how's the gers as well.. she said still going strong.. moving towards their 8 years. i was envious, bt very happi for them at the same time. its really hard to find friends that can go strong for so many years. i hope those few people i know can move on for the many 10 years and frdshipp still goes strong.. am i greedy?? Thursday, December 15, 2005 @ 3:15 PM
photoshop = anger i dunno what the hell has happened, bt now, whateva photos i load into photoshop, they all are grey!! arghx!! really a programme idiot.. im getting angry!!!!! Wednesday, December 14, 2005 @ 7:50 PM
early morning turn off! this morning at 8 ish my hp was ringing like nobody's business saw the name which was kamlesh no. i refused to ans the phone even though i was awake BECAUSE it was early morning and i was still lazing in my bed. so nvm, phone rang again, same no. so i picked up the phone remembering about eric's SBO so was this unfamiliar voice talking "u have eric's hse no." i was thinking in my mind wtf are u saying cos that person was almost like mumbling to himself. so i was huh? and the person on the other side repeated himself. well. i asked whu was tt person and he said muheng. Goodness gracious, degreee holder can be so rude? cant even say hello before he says anything? it was sucha turn off! oki. enuff of my complain for earli morning turn off.. back to work. @ 6:59 PM
proCRASTInating by defination, prcrastinate meanz - To put off doing something, especially out of habitual carelessness or laziness. so am i procrastinating? well, i guess so. am suppose to use photoshop to do this thingy bt i have been going out and putting off the plans to do the thing ALTHOUGH i really wan to do it.. hmmz. wat can i do about this laziness?? Tuesday, December 13, 2005 @ 9:57 AM
continuation of P O P section 3 Jonathon Lim - Nice guy, to me he is friendly la.. love to show him my disgusting wounds cos he will be dam disgusted, has a gf by the name Wendy! =) physically very fit wor.. ippt get gold de. Naz - a friendly and sincere guy i suppose. treats people around him very well.. mild or no temper. tink he opens to jon one of the most since they are buddies. Sor Ji Heng - FUnny guy. st smart i wud say. can change song lyrics very well. one i label as a "hokkien peng" bt nice to be with cos he has lots of crap. bt at times gt AP. to some people la.. Zhihong - dunno how to describe him cos i rarely tok to him. a moker, slacks quite a lot. bt seems to be quite close to Ji Heng. Aaron - Platoon 2nd best. friendly ba.. overall performance is gd la.. one of the sign on people i know around me. bt dun ask me why they sign cos i oso dun understand. knew him becos of drill competition oso.. hmmz.. Chen Wei Jun - one lame guy. heard from Eric some of the "jokes" he said.. really dam cold lor. nice guy la.. blur blur.. sometimes has this distinct evil smile on him for wat sake i dunno! Qing Qing - from china, youngest in my company. quite big temper one. bt short tempered, somehw i and him quite oki leh. likes to use vulgarities bt he is a nice man. also one of those people whu encourages me during runs.. ;P Weiming Goh - oki.. he promised to help mi find gf.. verbally..hahax. anyway that ain't the point since gf are secondary things for me in my life now. weiming ah.. same lor.. bt after one of the conversations made in msn i realize he is clever.. nt like mi lidat "ben ben" one. cheeerful guy la.. dammit im running our of adjectives to use. Section 4 Ridwan - got some kind of attitude problem in him. dun really like him, also never tok much to him Gab - nice friendly guy, speaks more english, bt i always mix my languages and tok to him, so he end up speak multi language to me too. MinMing Lo - another guy whom i really dunno hw i gt to know him and he himself also dunno. knew him onli like about 1 month lata after i enlist. what i know? he wears shirts out, is gd in computers, likes to club and took photo with some sg personal before. Terry - used to tink he a bit childish, bt he is overall an oki guy. quite fun to be with Ron - together with minming and terry, i mix the 3 of them up u know? they somewhat look a bit similar in the first stage of army life when u dunno lots of people. looks a bit beng la, bt oki la. nt very beng.. also another smoker party Lau Weida - like to tell him catherine is sick bt no such person in camp. also from SHATEC bt think i never saw him before. cheerful guy. usually always see him smile. "gay" with sim. Danny Sim - AKA bulldozer, ultra friendly, very easy going guy. laughs a lot. pple shud know why we call him bulldozer when they see him Calvin - young chap, still dunno him very well. has a gf called jessica Zhu AKA ah du - call him ah du nt because he sings like him, bt studied some construction dip ah.. nice guy ya.. nice guy again.. nt gay with calvin bt really very buddy like. Mahathir - happi go lucki, ultra funny. can be sensitive at times i wud say.. Friday, December 09, 2005 @ 11:20 PM
What does being a friend really mean to you? You value your friendships: 80% You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends. yea.. i tink i can be a nuisance sometimes.. im just freaking bored now im doing so many quizes! @ 10:43 PM
Get to know me better Your view on yourself: You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties. The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship. The seriousness of your love: You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love. Your views on education: You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job. The right job for you: You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. How do you view success: You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying. What are you most afraid of: You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear. Who is your true self: You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long. above is for your personal reference, overall i tink its quite true for me except the part about me being afraid of things.. do try it urself, comment if u think the above describes me very well! =p http://quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx @ 8:08 PM
TMR will be a disappointing day.. tmr sucks.. yes it totally sucks. first of all it's yan's 21st bday celebration at her house.. and the jinx*d finally can get together as one.. and guess what?? i won't be able to attend. cos i got a dam guard duty to do. so it'll be a jinx* gathering instead. and of cos some other happening frds will be there as well. so means i'll be missing a lot of fun from colledge peepz!! arghx! dammit tmr sucks.. yes it totally sucks. secondly its ZOUK OUT and for what reason i dunno, i wanted to go to the zouk out this year, quite badly in fact =/ it was planned like one month ago that i want to go for zouk out this year. but guess what? i won't be able to attend. cos i got a dam guard duty to do, so it will be a zouk out with out me OUTside. and i will be disappointed about that as well, cos i can't go and it all runs down to the same reason.. i have a GUARD DUTY TO DO. if only my reserve was someone i don't like, den i will be getting an MC and go and have all the fun i can tmr. sigh~ Wednesday, December 07, 2005 @ 10:28 AM
PO - PO - P finally the days has come, i have passed out with my frds and brothers i regard. suprisingly i did not shed any tear, was happy bt wasn't very excited once again, my feelings were twisted and turned, a contradiction of myself ba~ so let mi briefly describe the pple i know in der Section 1 Chen WeiLiang - also known as our doraemon. nice guy, haven seen him throw any temper before, i like to make fun of him.. recently i declare him as a creature. James Fong - also known as BIG gay, the pioneer batch of the gay party in my platoon. nice guy, crappy and on i shud say.. Farhan - some pple dun like him some are oki with him, im neutral abt him. we don't really talk much bt he is oki la... Bani - took almost aLl my company best awards.. i didn't really like him, bt all feuds shud end in the island and not brought back home ya?? Zhong - very honest guy, quite, yet has this sense of humour in him, very low profile, bt i enjoy being ard with him for those short few moments, very nice man. Wilson Huang - high profile personel, also known as small gay. together with james (pioneer batch) tink he enjoys the limelight. likes to fuck pple one thing i dunlike abt him.. cos it irritaes everyone when too much scolding is ard. bt he is crappy. Kamlesh - hmm.. known him since shatec days, oki la.. nt much to say. bt he says he is the bigest slacker in camp, so he is la! Ong Zhiwei - lobster!! sun burn king.. was so shocked to see his burns first few weeks. very motivated guy.. i wish him all the best. *ps he has a very chirpy gf! =) Mark - dun really know him well.. also another quite profile in camp.. only know that he is a smoker.. and will quietly do things when asked to do. kevin - another smoker, this one i really dunno him ah, rarely tok to him.. he lives in hougang though. Section 2 William Lee - blur fuck. still dun like him and i guess i never will. Sam Chia - also from SHATEC, bt tink i never or seldom see this guy in school. very encouraging guy. fun to be with Elroy Zhang - Andy Lau fanatic. can be quite or very noisy. hates the army life, lives very near me, very gd at controling his temper i shud say.. bt i dun like it when he throws his temper. Delon Chua - likes to sleep, eat and shit. short sweet and direct.. funny boy. youngest in da section. despite his bad habits, he's physical capabilities are gd u know? sometimes i feel he slacks a lil too much la.. Muheng - still dunno him well. didn't take the extra effort i would say. degree holder and really thinks like a degree holder.. cannot go by left, always go by the by right way. superb memory.. Ben Lim - dunno since when we started to clique. bt i know first day i oreadi tk wrong bed. dammit! nice guy, loves to vent his short temper out and get over it. can't live without coffee. one of my gay partners =P happily attached.. thks bro for making my life in there even more bitchy. Hafidz - my by right bed buddy, we ain't very close, bt he's a nice guy.. also known as Zaibo / NoNo. u guys shud know why when u see him! Taufiq - not much temper, was platoon best. always the cheerful one. Keynes Yeo - AKA Baby in my section. whiny.. happy and ever cheeful oso. with him ben eric n me, we form "Jia Yi Bing Ding" hopes he gets a vocation that he considers gd, as long as not combat one i suppose. can be quite mean at times, bt not in actions is his words that kill people. can't scold vulgarities, cos i dun think he sounds fierce when using them =/ Hamdy - nutting much to comment, cos i rarely tok to him, he cliques better with people of his race also. used to tink he was a chirpy guy and hardworking.. used to. Eric Lee - named as my night gay by Ben. Jer say we somewhat have similar characteristics. one person i regard as my brother as well. very motivated young chap. has his tempers, bt gd at controlling. sometimes too much of a Mr nice guy, has to control a bit on that =D *ps those people i regard as brothers mite not regard me as one =X gotta go out, continue with the other 2 sections prob lata or tmr when i get back home~ Sunday, December 04, 2005 @ 3:36 PM
backie back part 2 30/11/05 @1900hrs surprisingly i wasn't demoralised after the torturous SOC. yet was still a lil upset cos i wasn't asked to go for FFI. does this mean i wun be able to go to SISPEC? it would be a great news for me before i enter the army.. but no longer a good one for me now. yes i may hate military life but still have the intention to make good use of my time in there. 2 years at least achieving a 3rd sgt would be great for me. if i happen to be a men, i tink i might tink of how to downgrade myself. maybe even to the extend of not niding to serve NS anymore(this would be serious) i know by doing this Eric and even Ben would be disappointed with this decision. but i just don't wish to be a men. shall not rant anymore about these things its getting kinda depressing. better pack up my feelings and carry on with what i'm suppose to do for the next few dats bedore my POP... will that be the last time i call some of them brothers? still got sentosa and KL trip wonder able to execute the plan not.. oki.. those were the things joted inside my diary.. lost for drill com. bt still it was a wonderful experience. we trained onli within a very short frame of time, so im proud of myself.. 24km route march ended. although it wasn't as fantastic as 16km one, im still proud of my platoon, we marched through it together. the lil singing party that were on going singing. thanks to you guys i wasn't that bored.. Ben, Eric, Delon, Farhan, Teh and many others.. the nonsense ones, the encouraging ones and of cos my gays.. hahax. i was dam glad we were together during the march. tmr is another day of IPPT for me, i hope i'll be able to put in my best effort. counting down to POP and im beginning to miss my 13 weeks of life inside, it has been a miraculous one. i hope everyone feels the same way as well. photos shall be uploaded as soon as i get them cos i fucking forgt to bring my digi last week~~!!! arghx! @ 12:35 AM
backie back its been like 2 weeks since i last had a blog entry.. not that i dowan to blog.. bt time just seems to run too fast and i have too many things to do. anyway past 2 weeks seems to be a very happening week. or should i say all my important events were held den. so it was an emotional ride up and down.. wrote things inside my diary too.. shall be revealed shortly.. before i start all my whiny stuff, the major events i've been thru these 2 weeks - SOC, IPPT, 16km route march, 24kmn route march, drill com. that's all sounds lil but lots of memories indeed for me.. some diary entries i've made during the course of 2 weeks.in fact only 2 la.. 23/11/05 yet another tiring day. this time round i have to admit that i have totally lost my motivation and zest. even determinationlevel has gone dam low. jer once said that i take things too seriously. bt is there a choice not to? i really dun wish to waste my 2 years as a man. i hope i can succeed in at least being s spec since OCS is just too far away for my physical capabilities. but what about the low wall? low rope? parrallel bar and not forgetting my IPPT SBJ and chin ups? if i fuck these 2 stations and SOC how to go spec? even have to go back during hols to retake these how to plan my holidays? Eric was there encouraging and motivating me, but my heart is lost and i need it back badly. it's like "the process that metters" bt for me i sometimes think "it's the journey that matters" thks bro for being there. spending ur slping time talking to me =) 24/11/05 completed @ 2320 beginning of the day was fine until SOC started. as much as i know that i will be disappointed with myself, i tried to cheer myself up. yeap, proved that it wasn't useful. fely shag after the half run up of 350m. though mr lee was still there encouraging me said things to motivate me, i tried to motivate myself once again, i somehow failed when i saw the low wall. the wall released all my fears and i just paused there refusing to cross it. i hated that kind of feeling bt i ended up facing it and still failed. i can't push neither can i pull. so what am i useful for? when i have to motivation to push myself, how can i motivate others?. i teared and i smiled, inside my heart it ain't laughing at all. if it happend to laugh, i guess it'll be laughing at my physical capabilities "haha, dav's weak" problems rose. man lost?? people got scolded then they are happy. confinement is a punishment and its what everyone deserves they just refuse to do as instructed so i simply feel that its a sooner or later matter just that it happened late at the point of time when everyone is in POP mood. everyone is unhappy so moodless me at that point even fucked my own sections mates when they were throwing their temper. it wasn't an intended thing to do so i felt bad as well.. i myself ws disappointed and i believe some of my buddies are disappointed in me as well. Drill com is def fun bt tiring. drilled close to 3hrs today! anyway think that confinement is set at 1730 a late book out for us again. till now it dosen have any impact on me cos i dun have any programmes. night time was just a talk cock session between ben, eric and me. somehow SOC topic came up again and i said some things i shuldn't have said Eric was disappointed again by the way im handlling things. 16km route march is tmr whine more later!! break time! |