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Sunday, October 29, 2006 @ 12:01 PM
little updates still on my class 3 military license course. driving sucks. its tiring and hot! everyday kena fucked by the instructor. attaining nirvana(blocking off all the scoldings). counting down to the end of my course. can't wait for the day to arrive and stay inside my camp! 20 more days and that's it. coming tues onwards i'll be goingto the public road already. dam fast right? don't really have a lot of confidence in myself. but i need the confidence to boost my morale up in order to drive properly on public road. but i only had like 3 lessons in the circuit only. sad rite? and i still have not much faith in my crank course n S course. oh well. let's let faith decide for me la. got to know new friend, Mingli. nice person to chat with. haha =) can yak yak yak together for quite long time. nice knowing you =) let's see how long more can we yak yah? counting down to my birthday liao. nothing special gonna happen. no surprises i suppose. den again maybe it's a pleasure to have a quiet bday. dun wanna feel special in any sense i guess. 4 more days to my birthday. and also another test for my license.. it sucks. Tuesday, October 24, 2006 @ 12:49 PM
the meaning of birthday wat does a birthday means to you? growing one year older? receiving presents? getting money? cutting cakes? or lots of party? actually all these don't really matter to me somehow. even if i dont receive expensive gifts, i don't get money, i don't get a cake, i don't go out for a party, i'm totally fine with it. then people must be thinking what the hell is this guy doing with a bday wishlist on his blog? oh well. i can state wat i want, but in reality i can don't receive what i want and i will still be happy. take for example the cuff links, i told and another present is the wallet from the animal kingdom. really paisei to ask them buy present also cos i not paying for dinner this year when we go and eat(its more like a gathering in the name of bday to make sure people come) anyway looking forward to that dinner at my new favourite haunt - Bishan Park. the restaurant there has nice ambience and i kinda like the food spread there. not forgetting the 3 bottles of wine i've tried till now. every bottle is wonderful(that's what i think) and maybe this is the only outside "celebration" i'm going to have. haven't heard of any other friends wanting to meet me yet. and oh well it's like abt 10days to the "oh not so big day afterall" still i hope i can meet some guys if possible i havent seen many in a long long time. oh, did i mentioni passed my so called basic theory test? but i suck at driving. failed one simulation test. and did i mention i got my so called advance theory test on my dear bday? how wonderfuk can things be? it sucks when you have your birthday when you're on course. anything can happen. ya? Sunday, October 22, 2006 @ 5:07 PM
i need a mask efore i start off anything, 3rd item striked off from my wishlist. but i got the singlet myself. oh well. i have been such a good boy so i think i should reward myself with a present, so i decided to buy the singlet for myself(in actual fact, i scared the singlet no more. cause some num shops don't have already =/). anyway, i spent like a good $200 yesterday, buy present, top up my EZlink. and going to spend more money later. oh well. guess as long as the people who receives the present appreciates it, i should feel fine spending money on presents for them. and yes, due to my exam which is like tomorrow, i almost flared up at meanie2 because she was late. hah. i just controlled my temper, but when i was talking to her, my voice was very stern. scary? i'm not sure, you guys can try asking meanie2 whether i sounded very fierce a not. was suppose to reach home like 8ish yesterday. in the end? thanks to our UNFOCUSED shopping, we tend to drift and see things we are interested in, i ended up reaching home at like 11. oh well, at least i studied a tweenie little bit before i stepped out of my house, so i guess i didn't feel as guilty as how i'm suppose to feel! back to topic. "i need a mask" not exactly because of the haze, almost everyone is talking about it, so i shan't talk about the haze(the air today smells bad lor, got a very strong burnt smell) i need a mask to cover my mouth, hide my face. YES! this is the main reason why i need a mask. to prevent people to be able to read me easily, to prevent me from sprouting nonsense, to stop me from bad-mouthing people, gossip and bitch about people. that's all the < can't believe my main topic was such a short one and my nonsensical rants are even longer. need to get my priorities right! gping out later, for dinner at furama hotel(it's pork pie's celebration) hope food will be good. i need good food to make me happy after such a stressful studying few days. did the 262 highway code questions for like 5times? think im so good at it now lor. oh well. got to prepare to go out soon. shall update with pics soon! (i hope) Saturday, October 21, 2006 @ 2:57 PM
birthday peepz oki this list will be very long since i know so many people who's birthday is in OCTOBER first on the list is my sweetie pork pie, cf and my dear 矮的(not that i'm very tall), ziyi who wants to be elmo since i have a seasame street back in camp(he gt me a seasame t shirt with grouchy in it! i so like it) yah. dun tink i 偏心 oki! cos today both of them birthday and just nice i and them quite close mah. and just that today i gt time to do some bloggy! and the october babies - my mum - my auntie - my 4th aunt - my 2nd aunt - ah chua AKA delon - jensen(i never forget u) - wilson - dear lulu(sw) - my god SISTER Iryana!! how cud i forget abt her? think its about all, at least these are the people i remember. if i forget about you, you let me know oki? i will add u in and note in my 2007 organiser. so next year i can wish you happy birthday, no one buy you present i buy for you. no one buy you cake i buy for you also oki? as long as we don't forget each other and you don't take me for granted lah! haha! still waiting for jeS suppose to go and get pork pie's present. and a few more pressies for other people. so broke liao lor. notice 2 items on my bday wishlist is cancelled?so happy got people entertain my wishlist lor. but then i still thinking my bling bling cuff links want to change to other thinsg not, cos i very seldom will have the chance to use cuff links mah correct right? later buy liao i never use waste the money and tot of the person. although i will still like it, but no chance to use very sad de leh. and yah. monday is my test, better continue mugging my book and answer sheet. Monday, October 16, 2006 @ 8:30 PM
feeling a lil emo was talking to this friend of mine and his birthday happens to be today. asked if he had any plans, but the answer was no. no plans at all. i felt a little emotional. i felt sad for my friend. because its his birthday and he received no wishes. wanted to go over his house with a small cake. but he rejected the idea. thought that it was quite pointless. so i was thinking. will i have a lonely birthday this year? and i decided that the answer should be a yes or very near a yes, so this time round i won't be having any expectations for my birthday. so i guess i will feel better when the dreaded day arrives. Saturday, October 14, 2006 @ 3:13 PM
pizza once again i almost could not make it thanks to some fire hazard over at some other place. we were suppose to meet at 630, but i arrived only after 730pm thks for waiting for me. guess u all might have been quite turn off for the fact that i almost couldn't meet u all. i was depressed cos i can't meet u guys. but eventually i managed to make it, and you guys waited. it was a short meet up. pizza was as usual nice. walking around was great. catching up was fruitful. the bickering with one of them was all in the name of fun while the other person is just like tha nanny who dosen't know what to do about the 2 boys there. as usual i was crappy. but definitely not being emotional. ask yourself, is there a need to when people don't care? the answer is no. at least we communicated in msn, so i didn't feel alien when i saw you. although the very last time i saw you was like in january(so fucking long). please stop being silly. live goes on. stay strong, be happy. cause you know i will want to scold you if you did something silly. yet again, this is no entry for someone i love. i thank these 2 friends of mine who made my day end great though i spent like more than $50 within such a short time. how amazing names are not mentioned. but these people will know who they are when they read this post. because only these 2 people know what happened that day. cheers! @ 12:17 PM
birthdays remember one of my posts? sometime early this week i realizes that those are not my only commitments. i basically celebrate bdays every sat and sun till end of oct. and it maybe prolonged till early november if i want to celebrate my birthday too(but who to celebrate with?) oki, i have to admit the fact that im basically quite friendless so if i happen to celebrate my birthday i only have those few people to celebrate with. but god! so many birthdays, means i got to buy so many flowers to give to these people. so this means i gonna be quite broke for the month!!! Sunday, October 08, 2006 @ 6:24 PM
wishlist im editing this with new items. newly added items will be in a diff colour for easy recognition. they might not be the stuff i want most though.. since my bestie has one wishlist out, guess i should have one too rite? but den i wun be celebrating it la i guess.. but still i gonna have a wishlist and see what am i able to get.. either with the cash i get or the presents i get.. 01. new urban male white colour brazil singlet 02. one big side bag(those that look a bit like gym bag one) must be stiff one. dowan those soft soft one. 03. kenneth cole signature perfume 04. 17" lcd monitor 05. roller blades 06. bicycle 07. bermudas(but i cant find the one i like. the one i like no more liao. was from bods one) 08.running shoes(adizero, acsis or mizuno) 09.new wallet from braun buffel(i know which design i want =X) 10.bling bling cuff links 11. new urban male spain singlet 12.some belt from NUM again 13. indoor tanning vouchers?(sun tanning studio) who wanna pay for me? do let me know if u want to get me any of the above.. so i can strike it off! so 不要脸 can!! but as if people will want to buy me gifts.. shall update if i gt more wants.. hahaha! Saturday, October 07, 2006 @ 10:27 PM
haze haze go away.. its bad... really bad.. when was the last time u saw the psi on tele? it was just now and its like 150. omfg! its high. many years back this same shit happened to us as well and on tele was the psi readings. but that was many years back. maybe we're just unlucky wind decided to blow towards our direction. wsa out yesterday. was bad. couldn't see raffles the plaza at night. the moon was also blur. today the skyline of suntec city almost coulfn't be seen to. the haze has made me cancel my plans of tanning yesterday during my leave.. dammit! Thursday, October 05, 2006 @ 10:41 PM
it's cool, it's fun was in the office yesterday and we were on the topic of "alone" so i was commenting that i somwhow enjoy watching movies alone and do shopping alone at times. but i got weird comments like "not funny meh" "what's there to do alone" but i guess its totally cool thing to do it alone. at times when u don't wish to be disturbed. at times when u want to watch a movie and everyone around you have watched it. are you going to give it a miss? yes, i have to agree that if one goes for a movie alone u will somehow receive some weird stares, but why bother? spend som quality time with yourself. take the time to relax and maybe escape from reality. try it once at least. if you don't like it, den forget abt it. but if u like it, there can always be more time for yourself when you're outside! ******* have been tryin very hard to design a working area for my ps.. was suppose to be a 3 men job but im the one doing it cos the others are involved in something.. kinda sucky.. bt at least its also fun doin it~ Sunday, October 01, 2006 @ 4:36 PM
i wanna change i dun wanna play mr nice guy anymore. i wanna change. i wan a life..throw my tantrums. disagree to things. saying no when i dun feel like doing stuff. but can i change just like that? will people just think that im being crazy as in just not myself for the day? i don't want to be taken granted for. i don't want. i want to be respected. i want people to take me seriously. people think im all about cracking jokes and am not serious at all. i dont want to give peoploe such impression. but i ca't help. i want to tell myself to love myself more. but i cant help showering my friends with the care i have. i told myself i dont want to. but i cant stop doing so. i told myself to stay firm with my beliefs. but when someone close to me toks, my heart melts. am i weak? or i just cant change the way i am? tired of being mr nice. seriously. im tired. @ 12:47 AM
booked! ive been booked in advance for so many bdays.. god save me.. if not can you please drop some money from the sky and let me pick them up? it comes in very handy you know? 14/10 - giraffe's bday 22/10 - pork pie's bday 25/11 - fant's bday ??/12 - turlet n meow meow's bday *note they are all turning 21 this year.. -_-" den there's still my bday which i dunno who to celebrate with. definitely not a big hooha one. a simple one wud be fine. but who to celebrate with? wait a min.. in the first place, will anyone be celebrating for me? what if it turns out to be something like my 21st or something? expectations can be dangerous.. so i shall not EXPECT anything to happen. muahaha.. so at least i wun be bothered about it.. will i be so busy and stress up with my upcoming course that i will even forget that the day is my bday? hrmmz.. still having intentions of taking up a new language.. heard that there are classes in dec. wonder i can make it a not.. and the mooolah plays a very important role also.. god dammit! |