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Sunday, May 21, 2006 @ 11:41 AM
mr dun tink you are very great yea.. you have a long name.. cos sometimes u just give me the feeling that you are a MCP, you lack self confidence at times. you need to get the attention, you do things only for people to see.. this is how bad your impression can be at times you know? yet, at those times you can treat me as a friend and think of me(thks, bt sometimes no thks) so don't think you can make use of me. cos im not a gullible Mr David Aw anymore, i've learnt to tink of myself and not silly-ly tink of my frds only ******* had a long chat with a friend the other day, chatted on why i cant study my part time degree, about the friends around me, about my past.. and i truly regretted what i have done in the past. eventually, i had the feeling that i let down my father. last time when my frds frequent this ktv pub, they would ask me along, not wanting to disappoint them, time and again i will go with them. not all bt on more frequent occasions, some of them will say that they have no money, den i'll just quietly walk to the nearest atm and withdraw money, each transaction is no less den $100. paid for the drinks, beer usually and of cos the cab fare home.. at this point of time, i really wonder why was i so dumb to spend money on these places that i dun fancy and the worst part is that i dun derive any fun from it. and guess whats the thing that made me very sorry about what i have done? without precise calculation, i estimated that i spent at least a few thousand there.. no wonder that place is still there! im 22 this year, i regret on some of the things that i have done in the past. but there's no turning back. all i can do is look forward to the future, what i have done in the past is definitely not correct. if i hadn't done those stupid things like visiting the ktv pub, i guess i could afford at least half of the school fees of the part time degree i want to take and not worry abt the insurance and get a small amount of bank loan or wat.. now that i can't do anything about it, i can only regret, regret and regret. pple, pls tink before you act, or you'll regret.. Friday, May 19, 2006 @ 8:13 PM
quiet ..... house never seem so quiet to me.. this time round it is definitely quiet.. no one is at home to say hello or for me to say "hello, im back" sadens me.. or issit because im startin to get old and fear loneliness? or do i just need a partner to cure this loneliness dieases.. see when u're alone, u dunno what can u do on monday when u have an off day.. dam!! mitin lynnie and ivan and jurcanny at zouk moments later i suppose.. its already 815 and im slackin at hm.. dam tired.. bt promised to go zouk even though i have to wake up at abt 5am tmr.. wonder wats wrong with my mind.. mayb its just because i haven seen my mates for quite a long time.. shall leave early.. though will be a spoil spot bt i have no choice.. Monday, May 15, 2006 @ 6:45 AM
if.. - i passed my psle well, where would i be? - i didnt have my fracture when i was in sec 1 would i be so fat?? =/ - i studied well in sec school where would i be? - i weren't in shatec what would i have studied? - i did not graduate from shatec what would i be now? - i had the money, i will be taking my degree - there are more ifs, who should i approach to clarify?? miss my school days with the shatec people, the shatec spark  presenting DTM2002 with Ms Cheryl Tok, Course Tutor!! @ 5:15 AM
smeared perfect picture.. heard that gillian(confirm) and kelvin(mite be) joinin fugen for the studies.. wonderful that everyone will be touching books, stepping into the classroom again, and once again, as classmates, how wonderful can everything be? was so dam excited that i will be studying again, the picture was so well painted, study part-time while serving the nation, work in a hotel after i ORD and when i get a degree i can convert into a full time staff over at wateva hotel im working at during that period of time. But, all these dreams has been shattered at this point of time when im typing this blog out. the picture is not perfect anymore... have been telling pple that i want to go n study part time liao... was so happy few days ago(or last wk) even gt permission by my OC that i can go out and study part time to get my degree.. he was so encouraging with us studying.. my mum was also supportive of the idea.. was so happy. so as toked, i decided to get a loan from my aunt to study my degree(which i tink was a great idea) bt she had her insercurities that the school is nt recognised blah blah blah so was kinda unwilling to fork out the money though its a loan and she said she will loan me money of i wanted to study a degree. wun be seeing her soon to show her the online brochure, neither can i explain to her through the phone, to see is to believe ya? so dreams shattered, painting was smeared. people will start asking why dun get from my mum? i dont wish to burden her anymore, she is OLD(yes my mum is the oldest compared to any of your mothers my dear frds) she i know that she dosen't have much savings left, so i dun have the heart to and dun tink i should SUCK her dry and den cause her to feel unsafe to travel or do wateva things she wanna do since she wun have the money to if she loans mi the money to pay for my school fees, i just dun have the heart to do so. only choice is to forfeit my studies this time round, no matter how well the idea was pictured unless my aunt changes her mind and decides to loan me the money.. although getting a degree was kinda outta my mind cos i tink in the industry im heading to, experience counts more, bt the degree would beautify everything a lil more, yet forfeiting it is the best choice i can tink off now.. if only i know i can fly.. den i guess i wun be broading over getting a degree.. Thursday, May 11, 2006 @ 11:21 PM
bad news dun come together.. when i gt back to camp on mon morning, was glad that there are 3 new guys.. hahaz.. meanz less sai kang for me to do.. bt den.. guess wat?? i suddenly heard that im involved in some NDP thingy!! gawd! den was IPPT trainin.. finally did 6 chin upz =X(i know i know.. im slow..) sbj @ 207cm.. improved bt still fail(still have the cheek to say) =# den the nest bad news.. most trainin will b on sat.. meanz my wkends will be ULTRA short.. imagine if i still have guard duty on sundays.. means no wkends for me at all?? there is a possibility to that u know? i really wonder wat other news will i receive.. its all bad enuff. and im doing guard duty on a PH.. sighz.. things can really be bad at times.. had late dinner.. like at 10(cos sis onli reach hm den) now still freakin full.. hw to slp? dun slp no energy tmr.. bt den slp will fat?? =/ Sunday, May 07, 2006 @ 11:20 PM
Singapore Idol was flipping thru 8 days and saw that Sly was saying yada yada yada.. oki shall not say just read the mag if u wanna know. so i was tellin my sis sly was ******** den we were saying that he is actually not that famous anymore... den came Taufiq's name.. hmm.. not sure where he is now.. last memory of him is that he sang da reach out for the sky with Rui En.. that's all.. nt being racist, bt i dun watch suria so i dunno whether he hosts a not.. so will the next Singapore Idol turn out lidat? shall not comment more. we shall see... Friday, May 05, 2006 @ 1:34 AM
studies Seems like a lot of people ard me are getting their degrees~ i oso wan =( but den my mama will be financially burdened by me if i wanna study how how how? being in NS, the best thing is to make use of the time to study cos u wun waste ur time in der.. esp when i still gt more than a year to go.. shud take up a part time degree rite? but den so many schools whu to choose from? james cook.. southern cross.. TIA.. blah blah blah.. how sia? can someone gimme some advice? den i can study and be a happy man.. miss those school days! Thursday, May 04, 2006 @ 4:57 PM
elctions elections elections 2 more days to election date.. have you made your choice? dun bother to ask mi who im going to vote for cos i seriously have no idea~ PAP has to get Mr Goh to come to win more votes? use UP-grading to try to get votes if pple are agreeable to upgrade their houses, so pls vote for them?? im seriously trying to question tt you know? dun you tink it sounds a bit like bribery? den when u say i want to upgrade my house/flat excitedly, you are asked to pay an amount for the upgrade so is it worthwhile afterall? does it mean that bein in aan opposition party constituency means we are not part of singapore or wat(wonder hw to phrase it) so as long as we're under the opposition party, upgrading will wave goodbye to us? one pple, one nation, one singapore? so is this what they mean by tt? both of them don't fancy my vote, afterall i haven't seen much done by mr low and i wonder what will the pap do for us even if they win. read from someone's blog, he was instructed to get feedback from us(residents) dun he have a mind of his own?? try winning the election without mr goh will u? Monday, May 01, 2006 @ 10:09 PM
taiwan'06 (XP) SHALL not explain and bother so much abt XP as stated.. only those who went will know wat the hell is it.. its just unpleasant in some sense.. finally back to singapore, my dear homeland. cant say i dun miss this place esp when im not there to imerse myself with FUN FUN FUN.. oki.. part of it was fun, den agn not exactly tt fun.. hmmz.. so many will ask is taiwan fun? ans : i cant really reply cos i haven't been to many places and it was fucking raining for so many days so i couldn't really explore the place tt much.. worth going agn? ans: i will go agn.. and play from south to north or vice versa! need to bring a lot of money? ans: depends ba~ FOR ME, I HAVE TO BRING tons of THEM!! suppose to load some photos bt apparently i haven received photos from the guy who took most of the photos so i share wat i can first~ *hair a bit like fuck.. i couldn't be bothered to style it for wateva reason i dunno! too lazy to upload.. =X @ 11:40 AM
my adorable niece      well picture speaks a thousand words... so tis is an ssay of 5000 words! she's just adorable!! =D oh ya~ did i mention that i am uncle of 2 cute lil children now? the baby is her lil bro, my nephew~ |