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Thursday, May 31, 2007 @ 11:45 PM
mood swings the owner of the blog is oki, but is having his mood swings now. so it's naggings. i nid new bedsheets i want to go on a holiday i want to do shopping i want to be able to spend my money BUT i fXXking have no money! and i dun like this kind of feeling!i havent been exactly enjoying my spending power cos i dun even have any for the pass 2 years. wtf have i been doing? i nid to find back my life. my smile looks different from the pictures i took 2 years ago. where is the freedom and carefree me? i may look the same outside. but my inside is not the same anymore. i nid to find the things that i have lost.. but i think it has left me permanently.. Tuesday, May 29, 2007 @ 2:38 PM
arrival of june, will things be better? May hasnt been a fantastic month, wil june be a great one?? i have lots of exercise to go, basically my june is packed like mad, same goes for july. and my last event of my 2 year liability is like 26Aug, AHM 2007 gawd can life be tougher? heard a piece of gd news from Ivan Ng, am happy for him, hope things will go smoothly for him, and he will be able to achieve wat he wants. Gratz Bro! =) and im still lost.. will have to draft my resume during my MC days.. this is a super loong weekend for me.. on off tmr n wisdom tooth extraction on friday.. WOOTX bt the price is high.. imagibe speech defects and possible lost of appetite cos i can chew! sigh~ bt ivan shud be thinking "this pui bong can slim down lor" lOl Wednesday, May 23, 2007 @ 7:47 AM
finally my com is sent to ICU today.. hope everything will be fine. gonna get a router so my sis n i can surf the net together.. and den of cos is *ehem* getting a higher connection speed internet.. 5mbps~ wootX missed the gathering on sunday cos i wasnt feeling very well.. in fact im still quite down.. bt i'll look on the bright side.. im going on MC soon! my wisdom tooth extraction is next friday.. =( if its nt aching i wont remove it lor.. my frds are going to phuket tmr =( if i had the money to travel.. sigh.. 100 bucks till pay day.. hw to survive? Monday, May 14, 2007 @ 5:09 PM
lazy weekend the weekend was a LAZY LAZY one.. didnt do anything at all.. all i did was slack ard. was suppose to meet up with the shatec peeps for a lunch.. bt heard from marian that it has been postphoned.. hw was ur celebration with ur mum? i didnt get anything cos i had moolah constains.. cooked a simple fare for my mum.. she's sick.. hope she'll get well soon.. nnothing special has happened.. i need some spice in my life!! have yet to draft my resume out.. since my com is STILL down.. i havent found someone to fix it for me!! arghx! oh yah.. im still SOOO addicted to my fly game!! Friday, May 04, 2007 @ 7:49 AM
a life that i choose to take.. it seems weird cos when i was back in my nice sweet teenage life, i commented "i dowan to be a waiter" but somehow i got job satisfaction from it... to be frank, i wasnt the slightest excited when i did my first desk bound job.. sounds weird? many singaporeans would rather take a desk bound job den a waitering/customer service job, but im actually the opposite. many would wonder the prospects of the industry(or i should say my ideal job). lots of people encouraged me to take a degree. but i have yet to have the intentions to take one, probably because i do not want to drain my mum financially or owe my aunt another favour(cos she paid for my shatec fees). i regretted working in a travel agency when i was back den having my attachment. cos it aint really my cup of tea though i feel that i have performed during my days(cos at least i manage to clinch my own regular customers =X) if i had a choice, i definitely wun choose what i have chosen. maybe is not regretting workin in a travel agent, but i could have chosen other better options ba.. as im drawing nearer to my ord, i feel lost.. i actually had the intentions of going into retail sales.. but i somehow dun really dare to take the first step(btw my initial plan was going into hotel room sales) i once said i want to try to be an air steward, but i didnt want to go for it eventually.. cos i think i dun make the cut.. and i know i cant take the transition period when i want to settle down with a ground job(the drastic change of pay) would i make it in the hospitality industry? no one knows and im quite eager to find out. if i fail in sales, where can i head to next? im totally lost. i guess my frd is right about me not having a clear direction in life. i may sound sensible, but im actually an empty shell. all i know is to say i wanna try sales.. someone said that i will change after i start working outside, as in a change in character, cos i can be swayed quite easily.. is this true? i worked since 2001. my shatec mates seen me work for 1 year at a travel agency.. have i actually changed during that period? only they can tell me the ans but will i get an answer from them? *shrugs* shit flows down.. sounds familiar to certain people? im currently in the biggest shithole eva!! after reading my frds blogs *dear mr ivan.. i reall look very ugly n fat in those photos u posted la!!(though im not much better nw =/) *xiaofu look forward in life.. i guess ur life will definitely be more exciting den mine.. =) u can survive o/s if u're der de!! people i seen over the weeks *xf, a brief one onli.. walked pass him.. think he was on his way to school.. i was abt to meet someone.. sry ah fu.. didnt say hi.. onli the move head thingy on me *anthony from dcs.. working at goldheart suntec city.. *jess at *ehem ehem* (its censored hor.. so cant say ah) people i wanna see somehow.. sometime.. somewhere -lynnie, marian, xf, ivan and mr goh seng yong -eric, keynes, elroy -cf, ym, py, sw im guilty la.. some havent seen for a year.. some a few months.. bt pardon me pls.. i nid to go on holiday.. no money + no time!! arghx! |