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Sunday, October 30, 2005 @ 12:28 AM
dav @ "celebration" dav is once again quite sad.. y? cos i regretted celebrating my birthday today. if u were to ask me i will just say that it is a flop. firstly 2 members of dear jinxed cannot attend which is expected and i cant blame them for that as well. den fu couldn't make it and den was sherie.. am upset in a sense cos i gt to know it thru a 3rd party can't they let me know personally? den was my supposed clubbing. was so glad that i could finally club today.. bt ended up?? yan said that we shall club on weds at momo instead. expected to reach hm late. bt i guess i was wrong.. jer left dam earli to join his friends for drinks. so there we were left with onli 4 people.. and we went to coffee club and chill out till abt 1130 and ya stella joined us for a while as well.. all my drive and motivation in camp for the past week came to a waste.. shud i further celabrate my bday after this? question lies in a ? which i have to solve.. not bloggin anymore enjoy the pic while i'll try to get myself drunk in the room.. cheers
Saturday, October 29, 2005 @ 3:19 PM
ima sucha letdown SOC has once again depressed me.. wonder why i cant go over the stupid wall.. the whole week was quite oki until the dam wall.. tried givin an "oki im not very bothered that i cant cross the wall kinda look" bt den the mask that i was wearing wasn't very gd, Eric still manage to see thru my heart?? no matter hw i tried to cover he just hit the nail on hw i was feeling.. din wan to trouble him much although he was willing to spend some time, i just said i was oki while trying to recuperate my feelings. wrist has been aching at times as well.. wonder issit because of my past injury which was like so long ago.. still tryin to tahan the pain i have.. live range was held this week.. so training wise wasnt very tough bt mentally it was tiring. tiring for all of us i believe. this has also triggered the short tempered dave to come back again. as i mentioned i start to scold pple in my platoon more openly, now its very open.. as long as im not happy i will just voice out, nt botherin how others will feel. dun feel like blogging too much.. nt really in the mood to crap and gossip now. gonna rest a while before meeting up with the peepz of SHATEC!~ enjoy the pics that were taken during the past week..
Sunday, October 23, 2005 @ 4:24 PM
where has all that money gone to? Next sat will be da big week for me.. gonna cel my 21st bday first with my SHATEC peepz. not many will be going i guess. since some are not in singapore and others are unable to come out. anyway i spent all my pay already! OMG!! that meagre 350 spent within 2 book outs! dammit. so wat am i going to use for next week?get advance bday ang poh from my mama?? oh well.. better not worry about that first.. BUT i really din spend much.. all i bought these few weeks are : -3 story books(which i dun really have the time to read) -few cds(and they were dam cheap) -1 top -4 VCDS -1 white shirt for graduation how can these things mount up to 350?? hmmzz... @ 10:47 AM
a picture speaks 1000 words most people say that during BMT you find your best buddies, you call everyone your brother. u will like everyone. its so not true for me. Im only close with like 2. good with many and hate some. turning myself into a full fuck soldier at times. i still enjoy myself at times over in there. Let the pictures speak for this is my memory in there till now.
one of the unlucki close buddy i regard, Mr Lee Eric
me in camo
my section
manhunt pulau T
see an orb Saturday, October 22, 2005 @ 6:15 PM
dav @ tiring week this week seems to be one of the most tired weeks ever since i entered Tekong.. for the past few days i just slept till it was time to wake up den i unwilling get up.. so unlike me. i use to wake up before time and will have time to help my bunkies fill up their water bottle.. but not for this week.. and the funny thing is that this week is suppose to be a week that is quite slacking.. so why am i feeling so tired? basically this week the only new thing that i learnt was "drawing" of my face, making myself dirty with grass and nothing much already.. haha.. you see the only thing i learnt this week was that!! so should be slackie right? quite a few things happen this week though.. some nice ones and some that are definitely unpleasant. - celebrated Delon Birthday. was fun but we were punished for playing with water. drank more than 1 litre of water in less than 5 min. was pumped for that also. just because some water spilled on an officer? - my graduation which i made a short post. saw my mates again.. was great to see them. the photo taking sessions were great =) - passed my IFC and IMT(computer one) - getting more and more pissed off with some people ard me. think some people are beginning tohate me too - turning into a whiny person at times when im really upset - startin to swear and curse my platoon people more openly - i forgot to bring hafidz pressie to camp im changing into another form soon in the army. i wonder how long can i stay there. although i do have some good friends inside but there are people who makes me irritated and i can't stand that already. am so tired.. wonder will be clubbin later a not.. Eric did suggest and i am quite deprive from all the stomp stomp stomp sounds.. hahaX anyway shall blog a bit moreand post up more pics lata.. can't do much at my aunt's hse.. signing off! Thursday, October 20, 2005 @ 12:14 AM
SHATEC graduation YEappie.. after 3 years of hard work finally graduate loh! graduation was help at Mandarin Hotel Singapore. here are some of the pics
Sunday, October 16, 2005 @ 6:39 PM
rainy day met my sistas just now for a short TCS(talk cock session) and dam its a rainy day today.. some pathways have been badly flooded and i stupidly just walk through also.. asked my sis to help me design the logo for my company t shirt.. din manage to come out with anything nice.. hahax.. no mood lah. so cannot blame. she say i gt no choice but to do cos im in the army so i told my sis that she dosen have a choice but to help me design cos her god brother is in the army! oh well.. brought my digi there.. but we didn't take any photos together.. nvm.. still gt candid shots of the 3 of us.. at least my sis la... i himbo-ly took more photos of myself =X
sis Yullie
sis Iryana
me!!! @ 12:00 AM
sleep!~ came pass this mail friend sent me again.. dunno how true it is but can just read it for your own info~ A man can go two weeks without eating. But if he doesn't rest at all, he can only survive for one week. Sleeping provides us the time to rest our internal organs, eyes and brains. Poor sleep quality can cause internal damage to our internal organs and brains. Therefore, sleeping is very important to us. If you wish to have a long life and stay healthy, please take note of the advice below. 5 DON'TS when you are sleeping DON'T SLEEP WITH WATCH Watches can emit a certain level of radioactivity. Though small, but if you wear your watch to bed for a long time, it might have adverse effects on your health. DON'T SLEEP WITH BRA / UNDERWARES cientists in America have discovered those that wear bras for more than 12 hours have a higher risk of getting breast cancer. Well the same goes down there for guys..... imagine having a prostectic part. So go to bed without it. DON'T SLEEP WITH PHONE Putting the phone beside your bed or anywhere near you is not encouraged. Though some of us will use phones as alarm clocks, but please put the phone as far as possible. Scientists have proved that electrical items including mobile phone and television sets emit magnetic waves when used. These waves can cause disruptions to our nervous system. Therefore if you need to put your mobile phone near you, switch it off first. DON'T SLEEP WITH MAKE UP People who sleep with make up might have skin problems in the long run. Sleeping with make up will cause the skin to have difficulty in breathing and problem in perspiring. You will also need a much longer time to go into deep sleep. DON'T SLEEP WITH OTHERS' WIFE OR HUSBAND You may never wake up again. (this one is kinda lame though) Saturday, October 15, 2005 @ 9:43 PM
dav @ more on army daze oki dokie.. more of my bullshit and crap.. jovial david has finally broken down. for the first time in i wonder how long in my life i actually teared. this time round many people said that i took things too seriously. i'm not too sure on whether i have been taking things too seriously not. all i knew was that i was shocked when i teared in tekong not for the fact that i teared bt i teared twice! never will i believe i could tear twice just for one IPPT cat test. thks to Eric who was there to talk to me trying to make me clear my thoughts. have we become close buddy's? for my side i would say that i do thrust him quite a lot bt im not sure whether it's the case for him. anyway it takes time for people to start to thrust others. and takes more time to thrust a himbo?? haha!~ shall put my tearing incident apart. there are a few people in my platoon that i really can't stand anymore. one of them is known as no.1 and has more than one nick. dam blur fuck, dunno where he learnt to "play punk" start cursing with lotsa vulgarities and etc etc. anyway his actions do piss people off. and obviously "David cannot stand his fucking attitude and started to condem him." so from then on, every single thing he does i do have something to comment. btw, i can't stand the way he flips my magazine, it leaves light obvious folds on every page he flips and i can't stand that cos he dosen like people to do that to his magazines!!!! more guys for me to really hate.. one so called "neighbour" of mine since his room is next to our room(my section) he baloody likes to comment on people. and when people start to comment on him he will start his vulgarities and scold those who were commentin on him. cannot stand his bloody attitude. one more thing i dun like about him is the "i know everything" kinda attitude, act knowledgeable and all that crap. wth is wrong with these people? tryin to impress people and let them start thinking "woah!~ this guy is dam clever. i must get to know this clever man" well, it dosen impress me unfortunately, it just adds on to the way i hate you. since i was able to fail my dam ippt thingy so badly, i had the honour to stay back today for extra training. not tryin to say that its bad. its kinda cool and i dun mind since i usually laze ard at home cos im either too broke or i really have no programmes on to entertain me just like today.. slept for 3 hours and now im up to blog bitch and gossip. allowing my heart, lungs, kidney and soul and wadeva that ones to come out come out. although as time pass my goals in the army gets clearer, it also gets further away from me cos i know i cant make it. it really sucks when you know u want sometime bt no matter how hard you try you just cant hit your target. its sometimes good to aim low cos when expections are lower and when one is able to achieve his goal, they would be satisfied. bt with low expectations, how can one soar high? life is full of contradictions. bt i feel that mine seems to have more than others. why is this so? its already mid october. my bday is coming soon. suppose to celebrate it with my SHATEC peepz on the 29. bt now i wonder will i be able to celebrate it on that day not. seems like one or 2 might not be able to make it for that day. anyway i will try to arrange and settle everything as soon as possible. looks like im actually quite lucky. at least during the week where my birthday is i'll be having lotsa of leave thks to the public holidays and my up coming field camp. this also marks stress on me cos this means i'll be passing out soon(ah crap still early to say) . anyway i hope to at least have a handful of buddies when i leave this phrase of life to kip my memories in tact and of cos the obvious reason is that they die and laugh and suffer with me! |
