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Saturday, October 15, 2005 @ 9:43 PM
dav @ more on army daze oki dokie.. more of my bullshit and crap.. jovial david has finally broken down. for the first time in i wonder how long in my life i actually teared. this time round many people said that i took things too seriously. i'm not too sure on whether i have been taking things too seriously not. all i knew was that i was shocked when i teared in tekong not for the fact that i teared bt i teared twice! never will i believe i could tear twice just for one IPPT cat test. thks to Eric who was there to talk to me trying to make me clear my thoughts. have we become close buddy's? for my side i would say that i do thrust him quite a lot bt im not sure whether it's the case for him. anyway it takes time for people to start to thrust others. and takes more time to thrust a himbo?? haha!~ shall put my tearing incident apart. there are a few people in my platoon that i really can't stand anymore. one of them is known as no.1 and has more than one nick. dam blur fuck, dunno where he learnt to "play punk" start cursing with lotsa vulgarities and etc etc. anyway his actions do piss people off. and obviously "David cannot stand his fucking attitude and started to condem him." so from then on, every single thing he does i do have something to comment. btw, i can't stand the way he flips my magazine, it leaves light obvious folds on every page he flips and i can't stand that cos he dosen like people to do that to his magazines!!!! more guys for me to really hate.. one so called "neighbour" of mine since his room is next to our room(my section) he baloody likes to comment on people. and when people start to comment on him he will start his vulgarities and scold those who were commentin on him. cannot stand his bloody attitude. one more thing i dun like about him is the "i know everything" kinda attitude, act knowledgeable and all that crap. wth is wrong with these people? tryin to impress people and let them start thinking "woah!~ this guy is dam clever. i must get to know this clever man" well, it dosen impress me unfortunately, it just adds on to the way i hate you. since i was able to fail my dam ippt thingy so badly, i had the honour to stay back today for extra training. not tryin to say that its bad. its kinda cool and i dun mind since i usually laze ard at home cos im either too broke or i really have no programmes on to entertain me just like today.. slept for 3 hours and now im up to blog bitch and gossip. allowing my heart, lungs, kidney and soul and wadeva that ones to come out come out. although as time pass my goals in the army gets clearer, it also gets further away from me cos i know i cant make it. it really sucks when you know u want sometime bt no matter how hard you try you just cant hit your target. its sometimes good to aim low cos when expections are lower and when one is able to achieve his goal, they would be satisfied. bt with low expectations, how can one soar high? life is full of contradictions. bt i feel that mine seems to have more than others. why is this so? its already mid october. my bday is coming soon. suppose to celebrate it with my SHATEC peepz on the 29. bt now i wonder will i be able to celebrate it on that day not. seems like one or 2 might not be able to make it for that day. anyway i will try to arrange and settle everything as soon as possible. looks like im actually quite lucky. at least during the week where my birthday is i'll be having lotsa of leave thks to the public holidays and my up coming field camp. this also marks stress on me cos this means i'll be passing out soon(ah crap still early to say) . anyway i hope to at least have a handful of buddies when i leave this phrase of life to kip my memories in tact and of cos the obvious reason is that they die and laugh and suffer with me! |