re-discover

haven really been updating

2009-09-05T11:59:00.000+08:00

i haven really seen this blog of mine for the longest time. guess i have been really tired from work(of work)

the job i chosen isnt as fantastic as i tot it will be. mayb cos its a job that requires the figures and im not getting them. maybe its because im still new in the market. maybe its the environment?

i have no idea. those maybe the excuses im finding to allow me to not like what im doing.

thanks to my crazy mates from shatec. u guys are the people that keep me sane all the while, no matter how bad work is. time with u guys rocks! not forgetting the AKs though we haven really been meeting.

picked up blading lately. and im itching to try out my blades (and to see how stable am i now)
gonna try dragonboating too. anyone keem to join me? :)

work ramblings

2009-01-10T22:26:00.002+08:00

2009 just started and work havent been any pleasant.

- the never ending wine list is back to haunt me!!!
i started doing it since oct last year.. and guess wat?? more changes again!! arghx

- EVERYBODY I WANT TO SEE EVERYBODY!!
this as always havent been pleasant though i am not attending it.

- the chef is still an arse.
he tried sabotaging people.

- i can never get the right instructions at 1 shot
causing me to make amendments and amendments which really irritates me.

- i reached the office on the first day realising that he is really dumb
not much details to be mentioned. bt i was shocked when i saw what happened on those things i circulate.

- someone is leaving sg island. moving on to a better tomorrow.
and.. why im still here??

2009

2009-01-04T22:25:00.002+08:00

well changed my blogskin to something simple (and nice) cos i received a complain for the previous one which i didnt really like.. haha!

2009 has began and i dun feel anything special.

Resolution for the year 2009
- to lose some weight
- to do at least 10km marathon
- get a new job
- to travel to Taiwan(if i can afford to)
- prob to learn the basics of Mahjong
- to have at least 2 BBQs
- be happy

I'll be back another time to complete the blogskin changes :x

I'm back! (i hope)

2008-11-26T21:31:00.003+08:00

just received a call from my aunt.. Bad news again.. uncle is back in the hospital. its the infection thingy again.. *sigh* reminds me slightly of my late dad. i wish nothing happens to my uncle.

Been going to the hospital the other time when my uncle was hospitalized. colleagues dun understand why do i rush down. and i dun bother explaining too.. to them its only an uncle, to me, he is someone very close to me..

work hasnt been fun either. i'm asking for a transfer, but till now there is no news to it. i hope the transfer will be a success. cos those few people suck now!!

haven been blogging

2008-09-08T11:36:00.000+08:00

i haven been blogging in ages. prob a lost of interest? or shud i find an excuse to say that im just too busy with work?

there is this opportunity, shud i grab it or let it go...

*sighx*

2008-07-04T13:38:00.002+08:00

haven been blogging much cos i wanted to shift to a new site.. and mayb isolate myself from the world called friends in the blogsphere. heh. not that a lot of people are taking notice of my blog.

Life has been normal.. work has been.. erm.. monotonous?
im getting to look like what i used to look like years back. the FAT me D:

need to do something real soon before i start to give up hope on myself.

Phillip is now in the states, hope lynnie can cope well really fast.
this blog entry seems to be real random.. guess i lost touch with the word call blogging.

*signing out*

2008-06-07T22:37:00.001+08:00

guess it wasnt worth it at all.

plastics are everywhere =D

2008-06-06T22:10:00.003+08:00

no title to this blog..

just a random thought.

i probably have been "ostracized" since that incident..

no idea. but was it so hard just to ask me or inform me beforehand when i asked about this question before?

maybe its time to move on.

days are not getting better

2008-05-21T20:34:00.002+08:00

hmm...

i've been confirmed and im not sure if its like a good thingto celebrate.. as the days past, i get grouchy, i get so many things to do.. i get my temper..

when im angry, i choose not to tok to the person.. im not sure if its the best idea..

the last time i saw my friends was like march..
weird but honestly speaking, some of us are drifting apart..

maybe cos we start to tink differently
maybe cos I am busy
maybe cos the effort is not being made..

GSS is on like friday. and i dont have the moolah to shop.

THIS SUCKS!

broke

2008-05-13T20:35:00.002+08:00

It dosent help when i'm working yet i still cant save and feel broke.

I rest my case on money issues. cos pondering and wondering wont help me find money.

there is this chinese saying that goes something like "money hurt feelings" and yea. it hurts my feelings.

half of my pay is gone to miscellenous things(including my dam insurance and giving allowances to mum). this sucks. i need a higher pay to survive.

*pardon the author. he is pissed when writing this entry.

hiatus on the go

2008-05-06T23:03:00.002+08:00

Was speaking to one of my colleagues the other day and she said i lost that smile and laughter i used to have.. i guessed as much..

work hasnt been exactly smooth sailing and it has reached my limits. being busy at work isnt really a bonus anymore and sometimes i cant get the understandin. maybe cos im grouchy, maybe cos i feel frustrated..

sometimes i just need more understanding from people..

den again.. maybe i have pushed the limits of other people too.

*peace out*

where's my mates

2008-03-13T21:57:00.001+08:00

Haven seen my shatec mates for quite some time.. miss the silly-fun-nonsensical times with them. it just removes all the worries for the short span of time. meet-up-soon-i-hope.

2008 a new beginning..

2008-02-14T20:37:00.001+08:00

2008 a brand new beginning..

i hope im getting it ><

i hate waiting

2008-01-22T11:34:00.000+08:00

this is the first time i want the job so badly. i hate waiting for the first time.

ARGHX

when the industry is small

2008-01-15T17:54:00.000+08:00

u know u cant offend when the industry is like small.. but what can i do?

wasnt informed i was accepted by them. but received a call asking why i didnt report to work. being sleepy i told the first person i wasnt informed and just said that things happen at home and i cant start work for them now since i didnt know they were employing me.

did i do the right thing?

i may have somehow offended them. means me tarnishing my reputation in the industry.
sighx

sorry ivan | i dun wanna slack

2008-01-10T13:06:00.000+08:00

apologies to buddy ivan, for not attending his grad which i promised to. cos uncle wasnt well and was hospitalised(hope u understand). its been 3 years since uncle was diagnosed with stomach cancer and had his operation( he has lost tones of weight since) and his temper was from good to bad. thank god uncle is feeling much better now and his temper is also better =)

interview with XXX hotel seems to be fine. getting the position of f n b coordinator if i really get the chance to work with them. pay is lousy, but i need the experience to be able to survive in the industry. wish me luck. cos if i get the job, im talking about stayin with them for 1 year.

having intentions to study at this point of time. gonna see how things are and work things out.

signing out with love

dAv

merry christmas

2007-12-25T22:36:00.000+08:00

its one of my favourite festives of the year. lunch at marians was great as usual(but the beef is kinda err.. tough XD) still being together with my dearest mates is wonderful..

too bad i cant join for ktv, had to go to uncle's house for round 2

thankies Fu-gie for the present, smells great
Ivan for the keychain and handphone strap(i dun know why its monkey for m, BUT its cute)
Lynnie for the log cake, taste great
Marian for accomodating us(lei lei's first photo with us!)

first xmas xchange gift, wonder how am i going to survive the following years. well, intend to give the ladies something more next year though ^^

2007-12-13T16:33:00.000+08:00

job hunting is bad. havent got any job yet. but there isnt many offers at the moment.

hammie boy boy is dead. didnt know wat happened. but realised it has been hyper active for the pst few days( it has always been very active) got one of my bigger perfume box, stuffed it with shredded paper and put him in. boy boy slept in his room before his death. hope he died peacefully.

realise that he was dead at 1 ish when i wanted to feed. den i saw him not moving. hit the cage, shaked the cage, and truth hurts. didnt want to do anyting, was in denial that he was sleeping till moments ago mummy wanted to just throw the cage, didnt bare to just throw him away like that.

signing out with love

dAv

i dun like my life

2007-12-03T14:53:00.000+08:00

people say "shiok ;eh can slack" "i also wan to slack" "wah lao good life leh"

but issit the kind of life u really wan? i have to admit that bumming for a week or 2 after working your ass off is good. cos then u are financially stable and u really deserve a good break.

seriously, i dun deserve this kind of break at this time. finding a job isnt that easy. finding a job that u wan try is even harder. im still tryin. people out there might ask me to try harder, some friends ask me to try something else, while others envy my bumming life.

in reality? i would like to get a job. no doubt its like career exploration at the moment. but still its better den bumming. what part time shud i work as? im lost actually.. i nid the ans, but i tink i am the one who knows all the answers.

waiting for them to gather

2007-11-24T20:31:00.000+08:00

my 1 year 1 time is coming.. my big illness..

cough + sore throat + runny nose is here, waiting for fever..

save me..

been a gd boy.. stayed at home the whole week.. haha. im lifeless AND jobless

one door close, is the other opened already?

2007-11-11T17:57:00.000+08:00

tmr im going to hotel royal @ queens for interview. it may not sound like any fantastic place. but no on knows until they have gone over to work right? mentality wise, yes. mayb u can think ewww why choose this hotel?? but i wont be thinkin this way. mayb when u mention to people some won't know, but the idea is what will u gain from working there. and more importantly to me the people. =)

im looking forward to the interview. hope things will turn out to fine and in my favour.

expected pay? 1.6 - 1.8.. too much? =X

2007-11-10T17:53:00.000+08:00

happy bday lynnie,

hope u're enjoying yourself!

quit

2007-11-01T23:44:00.000+08:00

quittin b4 i find another job. im quit surprised i am doing that. but oh well..
one door closed means another is open. just nid to find the key to it =D

byebye porky n bitchy dino

Q.U.I.T

2007-10-30T23:16:00.000+08:00

im gonna start job huntin once again, but in the mean time still work there. hope to meet jinx*d for sunday high tea.. wonder if they are free(have yet to send out any sms(s))

boy i hate those childish colleagues. they have a "oh im sucha a great shit" kinda mentality. once u're not in, be prepared to get stabbed to death.

gt an indirect sacastis remark today in the afternoon. but i didnt bother to confront, cos i tink it'll be more childish to confront. BUT its defnitely coming against me.

you wait and see porky pig. ur mother dinosaur is coming back tmr and u can oh so jolly well sweet talk her and pray u can get a promotion soon while i will venture out of this shithole

its confirmed

2007-10-26T23:07:00.000+08:00

I HATE THE JOB.

-cos of the boss
-cos of the environment(its freakin COLD)
-cos of some of the people
-cos it was a moment of folly

IM WAITING

-for new job opportunities(cos i cant afford to be jobless)
-a change of new boss(which is impossible)
-to tender my letter =P

job crisis

2007-10-19T21:39:00.001+08:00

i havent been exposed to the full job scope. as the day passes i ask myself if i like the job.

everyday i wonder what is the prospect like in reservations.
i tell myself to stay till the new hotel is open.
i tell myself i shud learn to love the job.
i tell myself i have to learn everythin before i quit the job.

so wat's the problem? it's onli 1 wk of workin *shrugs*

my birthday is coming. anyone wanna buy me pressies? or do u nid a wishlist first?

society hiatus no more

2007-10-14T21:17:00.000+08:00

im startin work on tues, by right tmr.. bt im so gonna attend my god sis solemization cum lunch ceremony tmr so im just attending the orientation(which is so wasted.. or i onli work half a day!) bt its worth it, im talkin abt 10years of friendship and a god sis of mine! so jie.. if u happen to read tis.. much feel honoured leh!

tt aside.. im so fugly broke i cant pay for insurance, i cant buy clothes for work(cos uniform is nt ready) hw about that? i can barely survive my first few months of work i guess.. cos im so FUCKIN broke(pardon me for my language) loved shatec and its memories and pals i gt to know there.. just that those ignorant drinkin and clubbin has caused me all these unnecessary troubles im gettin into.

no more freedom freedom cos im goin to work.. bt quite glad in a sense.. cos im finally in touch with wat i was meant for(as if) pple asked if im sad.. IM not.. just a bit sian.. cos been free all these while.. bt cant be free forever rite? nid to work ma.. or else hw to be artificial? lOlx
wat im tryin to say is hw to buy the things i wan? so himbo-tic.. so many desires.. now wan to buy a pair of decent shoes, new clothes(cos the old ones are like dam fukin old) oso cannot.. why? cos i am so ta ma de broke lor. na bei.

money money money.. where's the money?

*ps sorry for the language used in this entry

hey fat ass..

2007-10-03T01:42:00.001+08:00

dAv nids to go on dieting yet again.. ARGHX

im gettin fatter agn.. BUT no shoes to run.

haven had rice/ noodles for 3 days.. mainly cos im lazy..
just boil vege, add stock n wah la! i gt vege soup. diff veg gives the soup a diff flavour.

that's hw i've been livin..

half of me is in a shithole, the other half will sink in too when i sign the contract?
hell knows?? i mite end up liking the job. give me 1 year... i wanna excel.. im the lowest grade of X1 when i join.. i hope to move to XX by 1 year..

so im gonna work my arse off!
no saturday, no sunday in the future.. so i gt wat day left??

next time must advance booking oki(if i happen to really work there)??

directions

2007-09-29T01:06:00.000+08:00

im going down to orchard parade htl for interview on mon... great? not too sure.. its a reservations position.. and the htl has 634 rooms.. been down on luck in terms of tryin to get a sales position(which is what i desire) declined the offer by marriot for front office position... *shrucks* i dunno what i wan

i was asked by a frd "u die die oso wan work htl line?"

all i cud say was i just want to try it first.. if i fail inthe industry.. i'll be lost for some time..

i nid the moolah rolling in.. *despo*

good planning never harms one

2007-09-18T18:15:00.000+08:00

i never realise how hard is it to get a job.. been sendin out resumes after resumes but i have yet to get any reply. are my expectations too high?

jeremy will probably join timberland.. am actualli quite surprised, but glad that he is goin to settle down.

Ivan's started trainin, hope things are going well for him.. getting to know pretty ladies ard ya?

god.. save me pls.. just drop me a job offer =X

life after ord

2007-09-17T11:49:00.000+08:00

life hasnt been exceptionally exciting. i havent got myself a job, all thks to my last min change of plans to work full time yet agn.. guess it has somehow f uped my current life.. im broke and jobless.

been sendin in resumes after resumes..

i nid money to pay for my insurance.. god! nid money to have a life..

money-less

2007-08-29T15:04:00.001+08:00

im yakking abt me being poor agn. because of that i decided to miss dinner with my mates. was that a wise choice? 50 bucks to last me and i havent found a job.

how abt that?

havent been blogging

2007-08-26T11:28:00.000+08:00

i've not forgotten about this blog, just that i really have nothing much to share. i can only say im in debt. how about that?

am suppose to find a full time job immediately after i ORD, but guess i have changed my plan.. i still wanna go where lynnie is workin to try out what i've always wanted to try. but just not yet.. lynnie pls dun kill me..

i wanna work part time.. somewhere where i can earn decent pay for the next 1 - 2 months. i'll probably wanna start full time after my birthday. MAD pple mite call me.. but i wanna go on a holiday before i start my commitment to the society.. but im greatly in debt.. told marian abt my situation before on msn.. really hate it. i just want enough money to do what i wanna do.. but my foolishness during my younger days at shatec has caused me to be unable to do them now.

cant blame anyone but myself.. im going try to work hard for the next 1 - 2 months as a part time worker.. and get out of the country.. meanwhile.. try to look good and hope to work with beloved strawberri

signing out, with love

dAv

BROKE

2007-08-04T17:04:00.000+08:00

i nid the moolah rolling into my pocket like RIGHT NW.

moolah for new phone, moolah for next month n sep's insurance bill which is like god dam high.

can someone tell me how to get moolah.. i cant carry on asking for help. cos i cant pay back.

so much about leading a glamourous life.

it SUCKS not one bit is fun

i miss lots of people

2007-08-04T12:12:00.000+08:00

lynnie, marian, ivan, wyatt. haven seen u guys in the longest time. i know im always cropped up with camp s***s but im finally free.

cf, sw, von, py, ym, meanie. 805 anytime soon? i should be able to make it too! long gossips and updates from everyone.

i lost my phone some time ago. didnt get it back. sigh~ there goes my contact numbers. i havent been blogging, cos my life hasnt been anything near colourful. i need my social life back!

jac, cherie, we'll mit up soon too.

iwan, mayb i can catch u someday too.

im bored at camp now!!

havent find job yet. >.<

2007-07-10T21:15:00.000+08:00

i've finally reached a breaking point.. the point when i know im no longer who i tot i am. i'm actually vulnerable, i actually need help.. but i dun dare to ask.. cos i know the people around me cant do much to help me too..

it was partly my fault.. but i didnt expect it to turn out lidat. how am i going to control my expenses? ive not been spending... but i cant seem to see the money in the bank..

im doing something that i dun like and wish to do.. but.. sigh

i saw sam today.. didnt really want to talk to him.. bt he approached me.. cos i seem to be very sistant from him liao.

he said samuel is married. ha.

army is crap

2007-06-10T02:03:00.000+08:00

and im still in the army. have to be in camp on sunday by 7pm to mount some dumb rover for a TUES exercise. hw cool can it be? news received? on friday evening.. great ya? hope lil fu is not angry about me not going AGN. i really hope to go.. bt dammit! its not leaving in peace, its about leaving in 1 piece.

i havent been blogging for ages

2007-06-07T16:03:00.001+08:00

not because i dowan to blog, but there's nutting to blog about. maybe i have lost the passion in blogging?

i've drafted my resume out and am waiting for the right opportunity to send it out(i have yet to buy office wear due to budget constrains) so im still waiting patiently like an idiot. wisdom tooth extraction is painful.. i wudnt have done it if it didnt affect my life.

gratz to my frd who gt into the singing compeition. need to do loads of things. but MOOLAH is my current issue right now.. can i sell my butt to get some moolah? ha.

mood swings

2007-05-31T23:45:00.000+08:00

the owner of the blog is oki, but is having his mood swings now. so it's naggings.

i nid new bedsheets
i want to go on a holiday
i want to do shopping
i want to be able to spend my money

BUT i fXXking have no money! and i dun like this kind of feeling!i havent been exactly enjoying my spending power cos i dun even have any for the pass 2 years. wtf have i been doing? i nid to find back my life.

my smile looks different from the pictures i took 2 years ago. where is the freedom and carefree me? i may look the same outside. but my inside is not the same anymore. i nid to find the things that i have lost.. but i think it has left me permanently..

arrival of june, will things be better?

2007-05-29T14:38:00.000+08:00

May hasnt been a fantastic month, wil june be a great one?? i have lots of exercise to go, basically my june is packed like mad, same goes for july. and my last event of my 2 year liability is like 26Aug, AHM 2007 gawd can life be tougher?

heard a piece of gd news from Ivan Ng, am happy for him, hope things will go smoothly for him, and he will be able to achieve wat he wants. Gratz Bro! =) and im still lost.. will have to draft my resume during my MC days.. this is a super loong weekend for me.. on off tmr n wisdom tooth extraction on friday.. WOOTX bt the price is high.. imagibe speech defects and possible lost of appetite cos i can chew! sigh~ bt ivan shud be thinking "this pui bong can slim down lor" lOl

finally

2007-05-23T07:47:00.000+08:00

my com is sent to ICU today.. hope everything will be fine. gonna get a router so my sis n i can surf the net together.. and den of cos is *ehem* getting a higher connection speed internet.. 5mbps~ wootX

missed the gathering on sunday cos i wasnt feeling very well.. in fact im still quite down.. bt i'll look on the bright side.. im going on MC soon! my wisdom tooth extraction is next friday.. =( if its nt aching i wont remove it lor..

my frds are going to phuket tmr =( if i had the money to travel.. sigh.. 100 bucks till pay day.. hw to survive?

lazy weekend

2007-05-14T17:09:00.000+08:00

the weekend was a LAZY LAZY one.. didnt do anything at all.. all i did was slack ard. was suppose to meet up with the shatec peeps for a lunch.. bt heard from marian that it has been postphoned.. hw was ur celebration with ur mum?

i didnt get anything cos i had moolah constains.. cooked a simple fare for my mum.. she's sick.. hope she'll get well soon.. nnothing special has happened.. i need some spice in my life!!

have yet to draft my resume out.. since my com is STILL down.. i havent found someone to fix it for me!! arghx! oh yah.. im still SOOO addicted to my fly game!!

a life that i choose to take..

2007-05-04T07:49:00.000+08:00

it seems weird cos when i was back in my nice sweet teenage life, i commented "i dowan to be a waiter" but somehow i got job satisfaction from it... to be frank, i wasnt the slightest excited when i did my first desk bound job.. sounds weird? many singaporeans would rather take a desk bound job den a waitering/customer service job, but im actually the opposite. many would wonder the prospects of the industry(or i should say my ideal job). lots of people encouraged me to take a degree. but i have yet to have the intentions to take one, probably because i do not want to drain my mum financially or owe my aunt another favour(cos she paid for my shatec fees).

i regretted working in a travel agency when i was back den having my attachment. cos it aint really my cup of tea though i feel that i have performed during my days(cos at least i manage to clinch my own regular customers =X) if i had a choice, i definitely wun choose what i have chosen. maybe is not regretting workin in a travel agent, but i could have chosen other better options ba..

as im drawing nearer to my ord, i feel lost.. i actually had the intentions of going into retail sales.. but i somehow dun really dare to take the first step(btw my initial plan was going into hotel room sales) i once said i want to try to be an air steward, but i didnt want to go for it eventually.. cos i think i dun make the cut.. and i know i cant take the transition period when i want to settle down with a ground job(the drastic change of pay) would i make it in the hospitality industry? no one knows and im quite eager to find out. if i fail in sales, where can i head to next? im totally lost. i guess my frd is right about me not having a clear direction in life. i may sound sensible, but im actually an empty shell. all i know is to say i wanna try sales..

someone said that i will change after i start working outside, as in a change in character, cos i can be swayed quite easily.. is this true? i worked since 2001. my shatec mates seen me work for 1 year at a travel agency.. have i actually changed during that period? only they can tell me the ans but will i get an answer from them? *shrugs*

shit flows down.. sounds familiar to certain people? im currently in the biggest shithole eva!!

after reading my frds blogs

*dear mr ivan.. i reall look very ugly n fat in those photos u posted la!!(though im not much better nw =/)

*xiaofu look forward in life.. i guess ur life will definitely be more exciting den mine.. =) u can survive o/s if u're der de!!

people i seen over the weeks
*xf, a brief one onli.. walked pass him.. think he was on his way to school.. i was abt to meet someone.. sry ah fu.. didnt say hi.. onli the move head thingy on me

*anthony from dcs.. working at goldheart suntec city..

*jess at *ehem ehem* (its censored hor.. so cant say ah)

people i wanna see somehow.. sometime.. somewhere
-lynnie, marian, xf, ivan and mr goh seng yong
-eric, keynes, elroy
-cf, ym, py, sw

im guilty la.. some havent seen for a year.. some a few months.. bt pardon me pls..

i nid to go on holiday.. no money + no time!! arghx!

ending of sentence, beginning of a jailbird's life

2007-04-23T15:53:00.000+08:00

life can't be as bad as what's going to happen to me. i'll have 5.5 working days very soon cos of some things.. which means i may book out of camp onli on SAT so i will have lesser time for people ard me..

saw a frd's blog, hope im the mentioned person of being cold. =X

life's havent been exactly exciting still.. caught wild hogs on friday. its funny. had some laughs. sat was spent playing that fly for fun game for THE WHOLE DAY(boy im addicted to the game) and maybe that's why i neglect blogging.

where has all my moolah gone to?

i nid a haircut!! arghx

less time for blogging

2007-04-14T23:57:00.000+08:00

im addicted to the game fly for fun!! hahas.. coolness just started playing it last week and i cant stop loving the game.. haven seen my mates for quite some time.. miss dem.. esp lynnie!! how's life lady? havent heard or seen u for ages!!

life's been the same for me.. minus the fact that im getting FATTER =X sigh.. life in the ofice is lidat i guess.

received a call from xiaofu. so tempting.. but i cant fork out the required moolah to do this thing.

nutting further OUT!~

where's the moolah??

2007-04-01T16:31:00.000+08:00

*yawns* the half bottle of red wine is still circulating inside my body.. its sucha a lazy sunday.. met up with 2 frds yesterday at chijmes for dinner(and boy its an EXPENSIVE dinner) but the company was fun and great to be with. and the bill was like 204++(cos the wine itself was 67 bucks!!) i'd thank dem for paying most of the bill cos im freaking broke.. =(

i've stop smoking for a good 6 weeks and im still broke.. where has the money gone to? havent been a fillial son cos i spent my inheritance = no money to pay for *ehem ehem* its KARMA.. muahaha!!

life's been oki. had cohesion on friday at sentosa and dam the sun just refuse to come out and i fucking can't get myself a nice tan that i've been yearning to get.. after the series of volleyball and frisbee was lunch at the kim gary restaurant over at vivo, i would say its reasonably price. =)

a lot of people are counting down to ORD at the moment.. dunno leh.. for me like still early.. i cant imagine myself looking at things like 166 days more. its like freaking long la!! its a torture to me if i were to start counting down now.. haa. but i've gt many things to look foward to - my pay(which has to be spent CAREFULLY NOW.. 100 to insurance, 100 to transport.. yada yada)
i saw my recommendation for promotion and please im so not bothered abt it. just throw me the money, i dun need the rank. its so USELESS

it seems clear to me that i will not be furthering my studies at the moment. people will start thinking(this guy is mad, got people pay for studies dowan study wan to work, can be uni grad dowan) but PLEASE. im not a person who likes to study, so why not work and try out life first? and who says only uni grads make it BIG and earn BIG MONEY in the society. pls dun have such stupid mentality =D cos i'll dispise people with such thinking.

Singapore Airlines is recruiting male stewards. those interested can try submiting their application form..

anyway its april fool's day. made fun out of anyone yet? pls dun, cos its dumb.

im pregnant -_-"

couples having lesser sex

2007-03-24T00:14:00.000+08:00

knicked this off friendster.. kinda funny to me

Dear Wife,

During the past year I have tried to
make love to you 365 times.
I have succeeded 36 times, which is an
average of once every ten days.

The following is a list of why I did
not succeed more often:

54 times the sheets were clean
17 times it was too late
49 times you were too tired
20 times it was too hot
15 times you pretended to be sleep
22 times you had a headache
17 times you were afraid of waking the
baby
16 times you said you were too sore
12 times it was the wrong time of the
month
19 times you had to get up early
9 times you said weren't in the mood
7 times you were sunburned
6 times you were watching the late show
5 times you didn't want to mess up
your new hairdo
3 times you said the neighbors would
hear us
9 times you said your mother would
hear us

Of the 36 times I did succeed, the
activity was not satisfactory because:

6 times you just laid there
8 times you reminded me there's a
crack in the ceiling
4 times you told me to hurry up and
get it over with
7 times I had to wake you and tell you
I finished
1 time I was afraid I had hurt you
because I felt you move

KEEP READING.......

=======================================

TO MY DEAR HUSBAND:

I think you have things a little
confused. Here are the reasons you
didn't get more than you did:

5 times you came home drunk and tried
to screw the cat
36 times you did not come home at all
21 times you didn't come with energy
33 times you came too soon
19 times you went soft before you got
in
38 times you worked too late
10 times you got cramps in your toes
29 times you had to get up early to
play golf
2 times you were in a fight and
someone kicked you in the balls
4 times you got it stuck in your zipper
3 times you had a cold and your nose
was running
2 times you had a splinter in your
finger
20 times you lost the motion after
thinking about it all day
6 times you came in your pajamas while
reading a dirty book
98 times you were too busy watching TV

Of the times we did get together:

The reason I laid still was because
you missed and were screwing the
sheets.

I wasn't talking about the crack in
the ceiling, what I said was, "Would
you prefer me on my back or kneeling?"

The time you felt me move was because
you farted and I was trying to breathe.

to study or to work?

2007-03-21T21:54:00.000+08:00

was talking to my strawbere just now.. nice session.. bt den it makes me wonder whether i wanna study not again.. hahas

cos i know i wanna work in the sales line.. so does it need a lot of education? nope? paper qualification cant justify how well can one do sales.. so hw hw hw?

happy birthday buddy!!

2007-03-18T01:12:00.000+08:00

but im sorry i had to leave early.. i hope u have enjoyed yourself =)

pardon me for saying those "jealous, childish things" i was saying it in the name of fun.. and even the invite thingy oso. cos KNOW U SO LONG LIAO STILL NID TO SO FORMAL MEH!!!??!! too bad jinx*d still not full strength.. we will make an effort to come out and chill oki? u're still at the hotel, hope you're not drunk.

HAPPY 23rd!

with love
dAv, AW DA WEI (chao pui ji) -D

1 x tear, 2 x calls, 3 x cough medicine

2007-03-11T12:25:00.000+08:00

was a good boy yesterday.. took my medicine 3 times as per instructed by the doctor.. went to keynes shop opening, accompanied my friend to get a bag, went home, bought dinner.. went to serangoon north, gt my hammies a new cage. went to town, had 2 pots of tea from coffee club, catched up with big bird n elmo.. hahas.. reached home and slept only at 3+. bt that's nt the point.

received 2 calls from my frd, A. A was crying very badly.. when i first picked up the call i was still kinda stoning due to the medicine. but i knew something was very wrong for A to call me den. A was crying very badly.. and i used my lousy counselling skills to talk to A. I knew what had happened and i felt that B was being a jerk for doing that. A hung up the phone to get a cab..

i tried to call A cos i havent heard news from A for quite a while.. den i called A bt A hung up the phone.. den A called again.. after a very short conversation, A n B were fighting.. and den A said about the fight A had with C because of B. at the moment, i teared.. cos i knew even den A n C still somehow cared for each other though they dun say it. they treasure each other quite dearly.. and when B was shouting at A, i was changing myself up preparing myself cos i wanted to go pick A up(though im kinda broke =X) but A said no need. A n B fought for quite long i guess.. and i waited for a to text n call me before i went back to bed..

is this quite confusing? cos i cant be bothered to simplify it for u..

*names were changed to a, b n c to protect their identities

im studying

2007-03-08T13:29:00.001+08:00

i've decided to take a degree in human resource and marketing, its a double major, awarded by murdoch university. have a say, what do you think of this degree?

http://www.sma.edu.sg/programmes-f014.asp

dreamgirls

2007-03-04T14:33:00.000+08:00

have u caught the movie dreamgirls? i watched it at marina square yesterday(and i tink i saw ivan ng) anyway think the show is not very fantastic quite over rated.. haa~ Jennifer Hudson gt a lil irritating after a while..

life's kinda boring.. im sorry im having such crappy entries.. cos there's nuttin much to blog about.

Keynes is opening his Voxy Nails - mani n pedi shop.. duh!(franchise i think) on next sat. im gonna go down and support him.. =)

im confused

2007-02-27T12:11:00.000+08:00

this is really one post that i hope i get comments or suggestions cos im really confused. i dunno what i want to do after i ORD, its not too late to start thinking since i have about 6months left only. aunts are asking me to study, no doubt they harbour good intentions cos a degree is so called something that will allow one to "climb" faster. but i actually had little thoughts of taking up a degree since my mum is goona resign(and its about time since she's like 60 this year) and i have to bear the responsibility together with my sis to give her allowance.

- studying means taking up another 2 years of my time. since if im gonna study i will not want to work full time. i'd prefer to work part time cos i will have the flexibility(in terms of time management) and will not have "work commitment"
>BUT im not one "study" person. how long can i concentrate with my studies?

- i am one person who feels that the field im heading towards is more of an experience base kinda job, not so much of paper qualification.
>BUT how true is this?

- what degree do i want to take?
>pure marketing degree?
>murdoch uni dbl major?
>any other suggestions?
i only know that i dun feel like taking a pure tourism or hospitality degree. u know? at least have something to fall back on if i dowan to be in the industry anymore. i want to take something that can compliment my diploma.

it sucks. cos if i were to study, i'll need to decide soon. in case i want to take the dbl major and there's an intake in may!

pls comment

love
dAv

i think i

2007-02-19T11:00:00.000+08:00

singer : fan wei qi

http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/122163ht.htm

love this song.. click on the link and listen to it at least once? give me some face la!! listen to the lyrics =)

insomia

2007-02-15T00:46:00.000+08:00

i cant fall asleep.. and in 4hrs time i have to wake up and go to camp. just because of some stupid talk that is compulsory for evryone. if not i'll be on off tmr.. happily going out in the afternoon meetin my friend.. and maybe even go vivocity to look at river island before going to bugis for class.. but now its so screwed that i can only take half day off and i'll be meetin my frd in town.

*****

company cohesion today at miramar htl, dim dum buffet. was oki, but neo was a bit harsh on the ordering.. ordered more den 20 dishes... i mean wtf!! not everyone wants to eat everything right? so i almost puked la!! forced myself to stuff the food into my tummy.. and didnt feel hungry the whole day! in fact, too much food intake la! so i started playin five ten with the people ard me.. bets were the remaining food, and i won quite a fair bit*smirks* after that i head home liao.. haha.. boring person..

*i tink my diary is kinda cursed *rolls eyes* and i just enjoy eating the sugared cuttlefish though im freaking full and its kinda fattening to eat sugared cuttlefish..

sianz

2007-02-13T13:35:00.000+08:00

feel like visiting vivocity tmr, go see what's there in river island.. seems like an interesting fashion boutique. cohesion is tmr, going to head to miramar hotel for some food, but im really not very sure what are we going to eat, just wait and see.. heard that neo somewhat had some disagreements with someone at the restaurant over there. guess might be quite weird to go there for lunch tmr.. if i go vivo, wanna go subway buy sandwich again.. hahaha.. last time i had subway was really some time back.. it was sometime around xmas.. miss the grilled chicken sandwich(something lidat).. with my boring choice of lettuce, tomatoes and cucumber and some mayo.. sounds so much like a burger la!! or maybe i'll have something else.. go into the shop, look at the menu and see which "sexy" is calling for me!! sound so much like a whore now!! few more days to cny. have u bought everything u need for cny? for me it's like a normal shopping day, buying things not for cny, told ivan the other time too that i havent bot anything for cny, in reality is true. i buy things when i have the moolah, and i like the stuff.. den bam. i'll be holding my new possesion..

gonna have class later.. actually thought of skipping it. not in the mood to study today, BUT if i dun go sure will be very lost. dam! forgot to bring my pencil case, textbook and notebook too.. how to study lidat!! what if i skip class and go for another round of retail therapy? sounds appealing, but den i'll be a bad boy.. i paid for my jap class!! and ya, there's dictation today. and because i dun have my freaking textbook with me, i cant study la!! so screwed.

who on earth can help me?

actually im not exactly happy

2007-02-12T17:54:00.000+08:00

cos things happen and i dun wanna say much here.
cos i hate travelling from yew tee to bugis for class with an empty stomach. and travel back to yew tee, and there's no one to have late dinner with me.
cos travelling from hougang to camp is far.
cos i miss having my freedom.
cos i miss working life.
cos i dunno what do i exactly want after i ORD(to study or work).
cos i lost directions in certain things.
cos im not exactly happy though i appear to be(though i advice pple on that).
cos i have people missing in my life.
cos retail therapy doesn't mean everything(though i will feel better).

BUT

im lucky i gt friends around me.
im lucky to know a few new people ard me.
im lucky my mum is still ard.
im lucky my mum cares.
im lucky to know that i care for people i consider friends.
im lucky i still have a family, though my father is not around.

im dAv, cranky i might be, but i can be serious. i love the mates around me, not wanting them to love me like i do.(this sounds corny)
hope people accept me for who i am. i am dAv

therapeutic day

2007-02-11T18:36:00.000+08:00

retail therapy has never failed to cheer me up till now. spend a good 300 bucks yesterday. i ended up being a happy broke boy!

items bought :
- num golden bag
- suspenders from fourskin (been wanting to get one since last year but just didnt wanna spend 29 on the suspenders sold at topman) and dam i dunno when will i wear the suspenders.. come to think of it, did mr vincent tan set the trend? lOl
- pedro shoes, i so love them
- facial products from the face shop.. and im now a face shop member *nods*
- "dinner" at sakae sushi
- manicure done too..

that was all that mounted to my 300 bucks of spending. im so broke now.. yet happy. made me forget of the darn things that is happening around me momentarily. and ive been a brave boy. i declared everything to my mum with the actual price*nods* im so proud of myself. intended to lie to mummy about the price for the bag, but decided to just tell her the actual price =) mummy didnt scold me too.. wootx!
this day wouldn't be fun without the company of von too, cheers to u!

valentines day is coming. its so not affecting me again.. muahaha. cos i aint got a lover. but i believe there's no need to cel valentines day on valentines day. cos u get either the same or lousier food at a more expensive price.. is it worth it? if u're in love, anytime can be v day. am i right to say that?

*and dang! my nails are so called ruined cos i've been doing housework.. haha! =b

announcement

2007-02-10T12:29:00.000+08:00

i updated my links!! but nothing came out..

i've gt hamsters for adoption!! anybody wan? i can send to cck area(since my camp is der) muhaaha.. just mit me at some mrt station? or any of my friends wans dem? will onli give hamsters of the same sex(if i can differenciate dem correctly)

bday n prayer

2007-02-04T20:39:00.000+08:00

sat was dedicated to moi frd mingli, was his bday.. so gt him a pressie(shoebag) as requested and in addition to that i gt him a keychain with his name on it(half of me thinkin that he might not like it) and to top it up was a very adorable birthday card.. i cant stop myself from loving the card!! haha! met him from 145 all the way till evening.. and i guess this time i yakked more den i do..

anyway not sure if mr mingli pops by this blog.. but HAPPY BDAY TO U ONCE AGAIN. hope u enjoyed the dessert, the food, the present and the day itself.. was dam theraputic for u lah!! im going to get my therapy on sat.. muahaha! i hope so..

today was nuttin much.. went to pay respect to my grands who passed away.. did nuttin at my aunt's house.. cant surf the net.. treid helpin my aunt do the set up.. bt failed.. so i slept a while and all.. and was nuttin already..

saddenin facts

2007-01-31T13:03:00.000+08:00

i once read something in someone's blog that goes something like this "in this organisation, sad to say your balls will just shrink" and i have to somehow agree to it esp what had happened yesterday. this is an organisation of hierarchy and i have to admit that im still in it. no matter i like it a not, i will still be in here for a good 7months +? what happened yesterday was cos i was angry and frustrated over matters. add on to that? i didnt like the way the person was lookinat me =X

-NIL-

2007-01-29T14:05:00.000+08:00

it makes me happy when i receive a msg from you, and bother me if you don't reply?

i've done my best as a friend for most people, but if you still don't appreciare what i've been doing den all i can say to you is FUCK OFF!!

life been oki, dun get misunderstood by what i've typed. and dun misunderstand anything. cos im still single.. muahaha!! life's still a bitch, and i missed S.H.E concert on sat cos i dun have money and i dun have a companion to watch the concert with me*pouts*

the weekend wasn't the slightest wonderful at all. as mentioned in my previous post, my computer has yet crashed again, ta ma de. all my photos and songs. all my stuff is inside la! yes this rants might have been made and i still can't find justice to it. two weeks ago it still switched on for me to use la! den why cant it do it again? !@$%^&)_+. i've somehow decided to get a lappy le. for all the reasons i have given and a suggestion from a friend made my mind set.

down agn

2007-01-27T23:41:00.000+08:00

my com is officially down again.. i kinda expected it to be down.. it was showing its symtoms last week.. but i prayed that it wouldn't be down so soon.. i still have stuff inside tt i have yet to get dem burned into CDs like my beloved photos of my friends and me.. my music.. and my resume which was done like 3 years back when i had to get my job for my attachment? oh dam!

since it has given up on me yet again, im havin the intentions of gettin myself a laptop instead.. reason behind it? if i study, i will be workin part time, so i feel that havin a laptop will bring convenience to me.. cos i can brin it along and i can do work or research durin my free time while im waiting for classes or havin my meals

reason 2: if i were to try my air stewardin and i am able to get the job, i can always brin my lappy along and use i when im overseas.

are these 2 reasons strong enuff to get myself a lappy?

random updates

2007-01-20T00:04:00.000+08:00

went to my first jap class on thurs. was fun. but i was kinda lost cos i havent attended the first two lessons.. had quiz on hiragana that day too.. i only knew a bit.. so i kinda ~~copied~~ refered to my friend's work a bit.

mock mobilization was a waste of time.. cos it made me book out only at about 6.45pm

being in a stay in unit may have its pros and cons. but i can't ~~spy~~ update myself on my friends life through blogs often.. since i dun wan the whole camp to know their blog sites.

research for my boss was kinda hard. stared 3.5hrs atthe computer just tryin to find info for him.

baby(keynes my army mate) is going to open a mani and pedi shop.. haha.. ask me to support wor.. bt i where gt money? i will try when i can oki? as long as u dun treat me as a carrot can liao.. if u wan me 饭菜 a bit hard la.. no money mah.. =P

beginning of 2007, so suay!

2007-01-13T22:44:00.000+08:00

i've havent been exactly lucky for the past week..

- i missed my first japanese class and seem to have missed out quite a fair bit.
- outfield for 2d1n suppose to end early, but ended at 7ish. could only book out and go home at like 9pm. wasnt feeling very well maybe cos i didnt eat and rest well
- more outfield on monday night when the rest of my campmates will be resting in camp
- might be missing my second japanese lesson as well!!
- lost my fav sun glasses which is not even 1 year old. and it cost me $110. guess i won't be able to get a replacement soon.. *sigh*
- might have to go outfield again on tues. DAMMIT
- Pending India overseas exercise seems to be quite confirm, as in i need to go while the rest dun need to!!

met up with my mates yesterday for zoukie, but it wasn't as fun as it should turn out to be. Still, cam whoring was wonderful with them. i can't hold my liquor like before anymore. i puked when i reached home >.<

oh ya! i so love Jolyn cos she said i lost weight! haha! one simple comment that made my day =D

week 1 of 2007

2007-01-05T22:47:00.000+08:00

how was ur first week of the new year? went back camp on tues nite feeling dam high. dunno what's wrong with me. probably cos its 2007? i really hope its filled with dreams and hopes awaiting me to fulfil them!

i was dancing to Jolin's 舞娘 (only the 旋转跳跃我闭著眼 part) and it's tiring la!! i also keep on humming on 好心情. call me mad. and i'll tell u straight to your face that i aint a crazy person! im just ermm. a lil high that day!

anyway work was alright minus the fact that i stayed till like 7ish on both weds and thurs which was quite bad. it means i so called work for 12hrs for the past 2 days!

that was about all of the happenings in my first week of 2007.

anyway i suddenly have second thoughts about my degree. cos by the time i get it will be like 2009 april or something lidat? its like OMG. and the money is another issue too! where am i goin to find the moolah? if i study it'll mean me being broke for the next 1year + after i ord(though i can work part time) and guess what? the full time course and part time course duration is the same!! i almost went gaga knowing these infomation. nevertheless, the person who called me was definitely a very helpful lady, Kalene.

anyway its still early and i have yet to know what's the schedule like for the may intake and the new course fees. so i shall wait n see how it goes..

two zero zero seven resolutions

2007-01-02T16:09:00.000+08:00

as usual im late for resolutions this year. but can blame sucha a cute person over here sho is so nice to people always rite?*pukes* haha. i'm not exactly busy. but i'm just a cocktail - one part of lazy + 1 part of procrastination + 1 part of pigging. i mean i have to enjoy the very last few moments of my long break ya? im going back to camp later tonight! how can this happen to me! arghx!!

anyway resolution timing :
-have outings with my darlings (jinx*d) with full attendence. cos we only had one last year in jan. its kinda sad to remember that
-have loads of fun compared to 2006
-get a degree(since my aunts are asking me to get one)
-able to converse and write basic japanese
-buy a new hp!
-have moolah!! (it's important. i've never been so broke before)
-know more friends
-understand some people deeper
-continue to be happy

that's probably all. yes u mite find these resolutions lame, or feel that i really have no aspirations. but these are somewhat important to me. realise i never say i wanna get hitched anymore? haha! maybe i'd like to. but in order to get things right, i have to know the right person too.. muahaha! the people i know are all attached!

2007 has arrived

2007-01-01T14:55:00.000+08:00

2007 has arrived. to me its a year filled with lots of hopes and dreams. i hope i'll be expecting a wonderful year ahead. most importantly, this is the year i ORD, the day is finalyy coming. its about 8 more months. yes, maybe you'll say its too early to start counting down. but what harm will it do to one to just estimate the amount of time left to a happy occasion when he dosen't really enjoy his current life though not hating it? haha. people might start saying that im out of my mind not hating the army. but sometimes it really ain't that bad afterall. BUT im speaking from my point of view. i still miss my shortie and giant. they're still my best pals i have in camp. but both have left for their own good already..

anyway how was your countdown party life? watching the fireworks somewhere? at siloso beach partying all night? at zouk's mambo jambo holler at the expo? at vivocity squeeing with the loads of people counting down with the celebs? well. mine was simple. it was just munching the snacks and finger food we bought. Ivan asked me to join him at the mambo jambo. as much as i wanted to, i have no more money and i promised my animals i will be going over to one of their houses for countdown. so, sry ivan! well, only 3 of us were present at the countdown. and really nothing exciting happened. we were so not enthu about the countdown. guess we were probably busy eating and munching again. haha!watched connie and carla and freaky friday before we starting packing up to go home(we left at about 4.45am) was just a mini gathering i say. but still i had a party to attend for countdown! =P

so how was your new year countdown like? care to share? anyway new year resolutions for 2007 will be posted later(i know im slow. but im hungry now! haven't had lunch)

26dec 2006, boxing day

2006-12-26T23:34:00.000+08:00

nothing special happened today. cos IM STILL DOWN WITH FEVER. temperature has definitely gone down. but sometimes went up? but last check was fine. 37 degrees. hope it stays this way. cant get mc cos i'll be a god dam bastard if i do so. to ask other people on leave to do that blardy duty for me? i guess for that my life will be reduced by 2 years.. hahaha.

conclusion of xmas 2006. the not happening year.
number of cards sent by post - 0
number of cards received by post - 0
number of pressies given out - 3(1 still wid me)
number of pressies received - 1
number of e cards received - 2(and its self made =D)
number of cards given out by hand - 3(all comes with the pressie)
number of msgs received for xmas - lots! and i was irritated cos i was sick and was tryin very hard to fall asleep
number of celebrations attended - 1 (at marian's hse)

still feeling sick(though not very) and i still wanna snuggle.. haha! im sucha child right now!! yes.. i WAN YOU!!! if only you know who im refering to.. muahahaha!

thks xiaofu for the pressie. didnt expect to receive any.. so it was certainly a surprise ;)

if u happen to wonder why aint there photos. it's just because i haven been whoring in front of the camera lately. and i dunno why too.. maybe cos every photo looks the same(i.e same angle) haha! or mayb im just too lazy to whore cos there's no one to whore with me..

took a few with cousie on xmas eve(that fateful day tt i gt sick) if she happens to send to me or something, i'll post it up yah?

xmas

2006-12-25T19:33:00.000+08:00

christmas this year ain't that fantastic anymore. the feeling is lost. it's no longer "happening" and i wonder why.

anyway christmas this year is SICK. and i mean it cos im ill. arghx. coughing, sniffing, having a BAD SORE THROAT and im feeling the extremes(either hot or cold) had problems sleeping yesterday.. my feet and hands were trembling badly. and i woke up almost once every other hour only to realise that its like early morning. hate the feeling.

if only there's someone beside me for me to snuggle. im being sucha a child right now.

what's love?

2006-12-24T01:41:00.000+08:00

missing someone every now and then?
wanting to know what the person is doing?
just wanting to know whether the other party has eaten?
wanna know if the person is online?
wanna chat with the person bt u're scared that u will be ignored or something?
wanting to present the best of u to the person?
wanting to msg the someone?
to see the person smile and you're happy?
hear the voice of the person?
wanting so badly to receive a msg from the person?
the fear of rejection?

i know people will feel that i'm totally crappy out here typing this entry and worst! posting it. bt who the hell reads my blog? i have no idea.. but im curious.

dun try to ask me anything. cos i will not say. this entry ends here!

was i silly? or not?

2006-12-20T00:41:00.000+08:00

sunday was a day of madness!! firstly i slept at like 5ish(am i mind u) and den i woke up like 815? and that was the beginning of my mad day..

was suppose to meet roger to register for japanese class at 940. destination? Bugis, midland building where JCSS is located at. reached there at about 930 went to withdraw my moolah from my savings. (and im totally bankrupt. i nid my pay badly to pay for my insurance. if mummy knows abt this, she'll be dam upset) den we went to queue for the registration. registration starts at 10. according to roger, the webbie says that its a very popular course, hence we were advised to go early. bt common! singaporeans just like to queue!! we reached there at 955 or 10(cos roger was late)? and guess wat my queue number was?? 589!! and the waiting starts.. it was a gd 2.5hr wait before we cud start register for the course which costs like 460 + 10 bucks for the textbk. all the while i was thinkin of registerin for the intensive course which will take abt 6mths to complete. and my ideal timing was the 720pm class cos i nid not rush to school from camp. BUT the class was FULL!! blardy Hell!! so i was left with no choice bt to register for the 610 class which i know i will be late. i told my sis that the teacher will prob know me by the 2nd week cos im always late la!! omg!! anyway i made the 1st payment of 260 and bought my textbook. leaving myself with lots to worry. the worst scenario that can happen will be me forfeiting my 260 bucks cos i cant go for lessons which i really hope that it wun happen. really wanna pick up the language cos it's useful for me in the future. after everything was done it was like 1pm? headed to bugis food court for lunch. was dam hungry la!!

after lunch was a lil shoppin ard bugis and i didnt buy anything.. after that headed to woodlands to meet my friend since he wanted to repair his phone.. suppose to mit at 210. but frd arrived only 1hr later. really didnt blame him though.. i had my book and mp3 player to accompany me. and i must say nokia service centre is faster than sony erricson. prob because they have more service centres? it took like 1hr or so at SE service centre. but at nokia it was a brisk 20min? hw about that? after that was more shoppin at causeway point.. but sad to say nothing to buy..

by the time i reach home it was like 6pm? or was it later?? i was totally exhausted.

the question IS...

was i silly to register for the class knowin that i might not be able to take it? tag me or leave a comment yah?

6hrs of shopping and nothing home

2006-12-19T11:28:00.000+08:00

was in town for a good 6hrs! walked from dhoby ghaut all the way to far east to try to scout for some xmas pressies for people. and guess wat? NOTHING HOME!! its like OMG la! really couldn't find anything to buy. but at least managed to ask Jensen wat he wants for a bday + xmas pressie. but couldn't go see it cos it was RAINING in orchard and i believe many other places like nobody's business. weather was alrite initially till it started to rain.. so i couldn't get him da pressie.. but was thinkin of bringing him to choose den i pay.. better in a sense. what if i choose something he dosen't like? what if i got the wrong thing for him? though he said it's alrite bt still i will wan to get what someone wants =D

saw a messenger bag at celio is like dam nice lor.. but den hor $67.70 i find the pricing kinda weird why issit 67.70 and not 67.90 or something. havent u realise singapore retail outlets like something thinge and 90cents meh?

anyway nite time was impromtu meeting with jac.. went to hong kong cafe again. food wasn't fantastic but was a better choice to sit down and talk.. next moment was at her hse drinking my bottle of SHIRAZ.. dam nice lor! haha.. but record breaking timing to finish a bottle of reed wine. 5hrs! hahaha.. wonder why we drank slowly. 1 bottle is only 750ml, alcohol content is only 13% and we tooko 5hrs to finish the wine!

RED ALERT!!

2006-12-16T17:19:00.000+08:00

i havent bought xmas presents!! i dunno how to write xmas cards.. *sobs* i got to start doing it cos time is running out. but i cant seem to find the right words to write this year. how about that?

bimbo of the week..

2006-12-14T23:34:00.000+08:00

had a lil conversation with meanie about some stuff. den i remembered i'm going to meet dear kit n angala from NS(not national service for your info) for lunch tmr so the conversation goes something lidat

Me : sian cannot take seafood and papaya before XXXXXXX
meanie : chicken n prawn leh?
Me : chicken can
Me: aint prawn seafood?

and she stopped tokin to me.. aint meanie 1 funny person?

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do u know u can leave comments onmy posts too? haha.. and there's a tag board too! pls tok ya? its kinda quiet here.. =D
just say hi? haha!!

blog hopping

2006-12-12T19:56:00.000+08:00

saw blinkymummy's blog makes me so wanna buy a xbox or play station to indulge in a game or two too.. its been ages since i really relaxed myself so much.

saw the self proclaimed beauty lady's blog. so much abt the blog. nutting much inspiring to me. nothing much to read about. except for the loads of advertising she's trying to make for that show.

read sibehsian and zhebin's blog.. makes me so wanna join a marathon too! haha.. im physically not very prepared but i'd like to join at least a marathon NOT related to the army for once.. sounds cool? anybody wanna join me? let's train together and go run something. it'll definitely be an achievement in life yah?

manage to hopped to one of the project superstar's blog.. haha.. bt guess she's too busy to update her blog? lOl..

as per wyatt's countdown timer. i'm less den 9 months nearer to my ORD? wonderful? not yet. cos next year will be a busy year for me.. hah!

hrmmz.. gonna bug ivan for some photo's.. hope he's free to send me..

oh ya.. pardon me for my laziness but i dunno whether orion will pop my moi bloggy again.. still..
to orion : my post was kinda late. but hope that you're happy person now. stay healthy too ya? maybe some exercises and more fruits? =/ haha.. maybe we cud be friends some day? lOl anyway take care. that's the most important thing!

im so lazy to write my xmas cards! dam!! and pls save me.. i still gt xmas shopping to do too! was thinkin of buying pressies for some people. but i think they wun wanna accept the presents.. how how how??

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side tracks

happy birthday to Jolyn(jingfen), marian, fugen..

hope i didnt miss out anyone

holidays are here

2006-12-10T11:37:00.000+08:00

im finally having my off and leaves. was suppose to start from thursday but since things were happening around me, had no choice bt to cancel my first two days of off. so technically speaking, i dunno how many days of off am i bringing forwrd. but the only sad thing is that i still gt 3 duties for the month.. sigh.. oh well look on the bright side. its about 1 duty per week! HAHA.. hw bright can that be?

am still wondering whether the orion that popped by my blog is the person whom i actually blog hopped to.. or hw did i manage to find his blog in the first place? would u like to solve this mystery for me?

went to watch andy lau's battle of the wits and its really a gd show! enjoyed it even though i was 10 min late and i was sitting the first row!! wonder why pple don't pay attention to such shows. same for GV only one or two GV screening the show. and the theaters(pardon me for spelling i just woke up) still i enjoyed the show totally!

later am suppose to meet bunk 3-17 for dinner. think my giant wants to go to carnivore to eat. you know? the restaurant that serves all meats? at vivocity? oh well. none of business if you dunno. i'll let u all know whether the food there is gd not if we really want to go there. did i mention that this means the people im closest to in camp are all gone? giant ord and my shortie has left for the airforce school. im so gonna be lonely. luckily i still have le wu man. but he'll be leavin like in mid may or end may? or i'll still be lonely for a good 3 months or so.

i havent gt my xmas cards. so sad. and i had a weird dream relating to xmas cards.. dam!

counting down

2006-12-03T18:42:00.000+08:00

im counting down to the number of working days i have left for the year. though nothing fantastic but is definitely something i can look forward to. its been a busy working year for me. from a trainee from SI to a men in 4 brigade. den it took me a hard time to pass my ippt for once. after which was a taiwan overseas exercise. followed by NDP 2006. Dam i was busy! not long ago i just completed my military class 3 license. and im now the commander runner. loko at how things change so quickly. i cant believe it but its finally a time for me to relax and wait for the new year. probably looking forward to it with new hopes in life. its also a time for me to start making plans for my future after i leave the army(u guys mite say its too early to plan. but planning ahead is better than being a lost sheep after i leave the place right?)

alright. from the 7th onwards i will be on leave and off till 1st jan 2007. i will only be back in camp for like 4 days? 8, 22, 27 n 30 for my duties. people pls look carefully at the dates and start dating me oki? im STILL DATELESS and looking for one. so if u're interested in me. drop me a mail. oki. im making myself sound so despo. gawd wonder what will my friends react when they see this post!! haha. yes im dateless and im looking for a date. so wats the big deal? no point making a hooha over it right?

anyway someone in my camp, from my company line knows about my blog. hw BIG can the world be? so i shall not gossip much abt anyone now. haha! looking forward to my darling weds!

DATE ME!~

xmas 2006

2006-11-24T14:08:00.000+08:00

finally im done with my driving, gt my so called license which is like a piece of paper only. how pathetic can it be? VERY. still waiting for von to contact me. we're suppose to go shopping later. partly because we have to get py her bday present.

christmas is round the corner and i dunno what will christmas be like this year? last year was already a quiet one. i remember i was at marian's hse. tink with jer only and watched herbie. that's about it. hope to have a noiser xmas this year. will be updating my addresses soon. guess i won't be sending a lot of xmas cards this year. mainly because i dun seem to have so many friends afterall. i mean how many of my college mates keep in contact with me? or how many college mates do i keep in contact with? not many. less than 10 in fact, i tink.

would be buying quite a few boxes of chocolates as gifts this year to a few friends of mine. guess its one of the simple xmas gifts. but believe me. i really LOVE that chocolate brand. its gonna cost me some money!

finale

2006-11-22T21:20:00.000+08:00

my course is coming to an end. cos i finally pass already. wanted to celebrate it with a movie. but seems like no one had time for me. or am i friendless? but hey.. i have to admit that i dun have a lot of friends to begin with.

tmr will be more driving. have to drive 200km before i can go back to my unit. den i have to orientate with the land rover again. wat a waste of time right?

went to Joey's house yesterday to see her the last time. didnt do much just a little gossip n bitching session before i know i had to leave cos i was too tired to do anything already. didnt send her off cos my course has been extended. but hope the card i gave her last time round helped a little. hope she'll be fine over there. mite go over next year to visit joey. still things are still hanging in the air, yetto be decided..

for joey

2006-11-18T20:45:00.000+08:00

stole this pic from joey's friendster. a happy mummy with her lovely baby jeraine. i somehow felt a sudden lost. knowing that a friend of mine is leavin sg for the next few years with her hubby n daughter. its been an amazing 4 years since i knew her. we used to get scolded for talking in class back in the shatec days. and now she's leaving.

i blame myself for being useless for not passing my practical test on monday. if not i'll be on off and i cud have gone down to the airport to send this darling friend of mine off. but this thing cant happen anymore. cos i failed the test. everything just sunk in. and i dun feel good about anything.

joey, i'll miss you greatly. my bf. my gossip partner.

nuttin seems right

2006-11-15T21:16:00.000+08:00

if you're smart enough, you should know the result of my driving. yeah yeah i failed. and i serious dun like the feeling. had a total of 400min of retraining in 2 days! that's so not human oki! and wat's worst? my next test is on a monday again. god kill me! and i cant go back to my unit on time. that's the worst i guess..

more bad news. im on duty on the day that my mum is flying off for aussie AGAIN. she's going melbourne to visit another cousin of mine with my aunt. that dreadful day also happens to be my honey fant's bday. im so gonna sell that duty if possible. but its gonna be soOOo ex to sell it. it'll cost me like 100bucks? god dammit!

my frd is upset over certain issues and i know it's affecting him a great deal. guess i have to mit him up this sat with 1 more frd of ours to let him pour his sorrows out. but im glad he's not abusing himself this time round. so this also means i cant attend gilbert's bday i guess. but i dun really have a choice. i would say an unhappy frd needs me more than a happy bday boy. gil im sorry for not attending your bday this time round.

so freaked out!!

2006-11-12T21:37:00.000+08:00

tmr is my driving test, tmr is my drivin test, tmr is my driving test!!

IM SO FREAKED OUT!! pls pray that i will pass my test tmr.. i nid lotsa luck n concentration tmr!!

its been a week..

2006-11-08T21:58:00.000+08:00

been 1 week since i updated this bloggy of mine.. or is it less den a week? haha.. i lost track.. only know i've been sleeping really EARLY lately. the driving is really taxing me lots.. can't wait to go back my unit. BUT! i have a duty on a saturday.. sucha turn off.. sucks.

celebrated my birthday with AK. all were present. had our meal at my choice - Bishan Park. they gave me a bouquet of sunflower, a braun buffel wallet and chip keychain. they didnt give me dale cos i complained dale looks like he has jaundice. BUT i complained to them that chip n dale comes in a pair.. =X still im gonna get my own dale keychain. for wat reason i dunno. just tink they shud be together!

did a very lousy photo collection with my AK peepz

*click for larger image

happy birthday to me

2006-11-02T23:45:00.000+08:00

received a lot of happy bday msgs from lotsa peepz. im not lonely afterall =D

first one to wish was jiafeng. he was one day early. den i had mingli, jensen, xiaohui, clarabelle, lynn, ivan, fugen, marian, ah tan, peiqi, hui, my animal kingdom and a few more. im more den happy tt pple remember my bday.. thks!

and i gt a surprise from my mates..

its from MOI JINXED! a huge huge cake.. wonder hw i finish..

little updates

2006-10-29T12:01:00.000+08:00

still on my class 3 military license course. driving sucks. its tiring and hot! everyday kena fucked by the instructor. attaining nirvana(blocking off all the scoldings). counting down to the end of my course. can't wait for the day to arrive and stay inside my camp! 20 more days and that's it. coming tues onwards i'll be goingto the public road already. dam fast right? don't really have a lot of confidence in myself. but i need the confidence to boost my morale up in order to drive properly on public road. but i only had like 3 lessons in the circuit only. sad rite? and i still have not much faith in my crank course n S course. oh well. let's let faith decide for me la.

got to know new friend, Mingli. nice person to chat with. haha =) can yak yak yak together for quite long time. nice knowing you =) let's see how long more can we yak yah?

counting down to my birthday liao. nothing special gonna happen. no surprises i suppose. den again maybe it's a pleasure to have a quiet bday. dun wanna feel special in any sense i guess. 4 more days to my birthday. and also another test for my license.. it sucks.

the meaning of birthday

2006-10-24T12:49:00.000+08:00

wat does a birthday means to you? growing one year older? receiving presents? getting money? cutting cakes? or lots of party?

actually all these don't really matter to me somehow. even if i dont receive expensive gifts, i don't get money, i don't get a cake, i don't go out for a party, i'm totally fine with it. then people must be thinking what the hell is this guy doing with a bday wishlist on his blog? oh well. i can state wat i want, but in reality i can don't receive what i want and i will still be happy. take for example the cuff links, i told ~~my friend~~ lynn not to buy, cause i don't think i will use it often and most importantly i think it's expensive so i don't wish her to spend so much money on my birthday.

and another present is the wallet from the animal kingdom. really paisei to ask them buy present also cos i not paying for dinner this year when we go and eat(its more like a gathering in the name of bday to make sure people come) anyway looking forward to that dinner at my new favourite haunt - Bishan Park. the restaurant there has nice ambience and i kinda like the food spread there. not forgetting the 3 bottles of wine i've tried till now. every bottle is wonderful(that's what i think) and maybe this is the only outside "celebration" i'm going to have. haven't heard of any other friends wanting to meet me yet. and oh well it's like abt 10days to the "oh not so big day afterall"

still i hope i can meet some guys if possible i havent seen many in a long long time.

oh, did i mentioni passed my so called basic theory test? but i suck at driving. failed one simulation test.

and did i mention i got my so called advance theory test on my dear bday? how wonderfuk can things be? it sucks when you have your birthday when you're on course. anything can happen. ya?

i need a mask

2006-10-22T17:07:00.000+08:00

efore i start off anything, 3rd item striked off from my wishlist. but i got the singlet myself. oh well. i have been such a good boy so i think i should reward myself with a present, so i decided to buy the singlet for myself(in actual fact, i scared the singlet no more. cause some num shops don't have already =/). anyway, i spent like a good $200 yesterday, buy present, top up my EZlink. and going to spend more money later. oh well. guess as long as the people who receives the present appreciates it, i should feel fine spending money on presents for them.

and yes, due to my exam which is like tomorrow, i almost flared up at meanie2 because she was late. hah. i just controlled my temper, but when i was talking to her, my voice was very stern. scary? i'm not sure, you guys can try asking meanie2 whether i sounded very fierce a not. was suppose to reach home like 8ish yesterday. in the end? thanks to our UNFOCUSED shopping, we tend to drift and see things we are interested in, i ended up reaching home at like 11. oh well, at least i studied a tweenie little bit before i stepped out of my house, so i guess i didn't feel as guilty as how i'm suppose to feel!

back to topic. "i need a mask" not exactly because of the haze, almost everyone is talking about it, so i shan't talk about the haze(the air today smells bad lor, got a very strong burnt smell) i need a mask to cover my mouth, hide my face. YES! this is the main reason why i need a mask. to prevent people to be able to read me easily, to prevent me from sprouting nonsense, to stop me from bad-mouthing people, gossip and bitch about people. that's all the <~~good~~ i can do.

can't believe my main topic was such a short one and my nonsensical rants are even longer. need to get my priorities right! gping out later, for dinner at furama hotel(it's pork pie's celebration) hope food will be good. i need good food to make me happy after such a stressful studying few days. did the 262 highway code questions for like 5times? think im so good at it now lor. oh well. got to prepare to go out soon. shall update with pics soon! (i hope)

birthday peepz

2006-10-21T14:57:00.000+08:00

oki this list will be very long since i know so many people who's birthday is in OCTOBER

first on the list is my sweetie pork pie, cf and my dear 矮的(not that i'm very tall), ziyi who wants to be elmo since i have a seasame street back in camp(he gt me a seasame t shirt with grouchy in it! i so like it)

yah. dun tink i 偏心 oki! cos today both of them birthday and just nice i and them quite close mah. and just that today i gt time to do some bloggy!

and the october babies
- my mum
- my auntie
- my 4th aunt
- my 2nd aunt
- ah chua AKA delon
- jensen(i never forget u)
- wilson
- dear lulu(sw)
- my god SISTER Iryana!! how cud i forget abt her?

think its about all, at least these are the people i remember. if i forget about you, you let me know oki? i will add u in and note in my 2007 organiser. so next year i can wish you happy birthday, no one buy you present i buy for you. no one buy you cake i buy for you also oki? as long as we don't forget each other and you don't take me for granted lah! haha!

still waiting for jeS suppose to go and get pork pie's present. and a few more pressies for other people. so broke liao lor.

notice 2 items on my bday wishlist is cancelled?so happy got people entertain my wishlist lor. but then i still thinking my bling bling cuff links want to change to other thinsg not, cos i very seldom will have the chance to use cuff links mah correct right? later buy liao i never use waste the money and tot of the person. although i will still like it, but no chance to use very sad de leh.

and yah. monday is my test, better continue mugging my book and answer sheet.

feeling a lil emo

2006-10-16T20:30:00.000+08:00

was talking to this friend of mine and his birthday happens to be today. asked if he had any plans, but the answer was no. no plans at all. i felt a little emotional. i felt sad for my friend. because its his birthday and he received no wishes. wanted to go over his house with a small cake. but he rejected the idea. thought that it was quite pointless.

so i was thinking. will i have a lonely birthday this year? and i decided that the answer should be a yes or very near a yes, so this time round i won't be having any expectations for my birthday. so i guess i will feel better when the dreaded day arrives.

pizza once again

2006-10-14T15:13:00.000+08:00

i almost could not make it thanks to some fire hazard over at some other place. we were suppose to meet at 630, but i arrived only after 730pm thks for waiting for me. guess u all might have been quite turn off for the fact that i almost couldn't meet u all. i was depressed cos i can't meet u guys. but eventually i managed to make it, and you guys waited.

it was a short meet up. pizza was as usual nice. walking around was great. catching up was fruitful. the bickering with one of them was all in the name of fun while the other person is just like tha nanny who dosen't know what to do about the 2 boys there. as usual i was crappy. but definitely not being emotional. ask yourself, is there a need to when people don't care? the answer is no.

at least we communicated in msn, so i didn't feel alien when i saw you. although the very last time i saw you was like in january(so fucking long). please stop being silly. live goes on. stay strong, be happy. cause you know i will want to scold you if you did something silly.

yet again, this is no entry for someone i love.

i thank these 2 friends of mine who made my day end great though i spent like more than $50 within such a short time. how amazing names are not mentioned. but these people will know who they are when they read this post. because only these 2 people know what happened that day. cheers!

birthdays

2006-10-14T12:17:00.000+08:00

remember one of my posts? sometime early this week i realizes that those are not my only commitments. i basically celebrate bdays every sat and sun till end of oct. and it maybe prolonged till early november if i want to celebrate my birthday too(but who to celebrate with?) oki, i have to admit the fact that im basically quite friendless so if i happen to celebrate my birthday i only have those few people to celebrate with. but god! so many birthdays, means i got to buy so many flowers to give to these people. so this means i gonna be quite broke for the month!!!

wishlist

2006-10-08T18:24:00.000+08:00

im editing this with new items. newly added items will be in a diff colour for easy recognition. they might not be the stuff i want most though..

since my bestie has one wishlist out, guess i should have one too rite? but den i wun be celebrating it la i guess.. but still i gonna have a wishlist and see what am i able to get.. either with the cash i get or the presents i get..

01. new urban male white colour brazil singlet
02. one big side bag(those that look a bit like gym bag one) must be stiff one. dowan those soft soft one.
03. kenneth cole signature perfume
04. 17" lcd monitor
05. roller blades
06. bicycle
07. bermudas(but i cant find the one i like. the one i like no more liao. was from bods one)
08.running shoes(adizero, acsis or mizuno)
09.new wallet from braun buffel(i know which design i want =X)
10.bling bling cuff links
11. new urban male spain singlet
12.some belt from NUM again
13. indoor tanning vouchers?(sun tanning studio) who wanna pay for me?

do let me know if u want to get me any of the above.. so i can strike it off! so 不要脸 can!! but as if people will want to buy me gifts..
shall update if i gt more wants.. hahaha!

haze haze go away..

2006-10-07T22:27:00.000+08:00

its bad... really bad.. when was the last time u saw the psi on tele? it was just now and its like 150. omfg! its high. many years back this same shit happened to us as well and on tele was the psi readings. but that was many years back. maybe we're just unlucky wind decided to blow towards our direction. wsa out yesterday. was bad. couldn't see raffles the plaza at night. the moon was also blur. today the skyline of suntec city almost coulfn't be seen to.

the haze has made me cancel my plans of tanning yesterday during my leave.. dammit!

it's cool, it's fun

2006-10-05T22:41:00.000+08:00

was in the office yesterday and we were on the topic of "alone" so i was commenting that i somwhow enjoy watching movies alone and do shopping alone at times. but i got weird comments like

"not funny meh"
"what's there to do alone"

but i guess its totally cool thing to do it alone. at times when u don't wish to be disturbed. at times when u want to watch a movie and everyone around you have watched it. are you going to give it a miss? yes, i have to agree that if one goes for a movie alone u will somehow receive some weird stares, but why bother? spend som quality time with yourself. take the time to relax and maybe escape from reality. try it once at least. if you don't like it, den forget abt it. but if u like it, there can always be more time for yourself when you're outside!

*******

have been tryin very hard to design a working area for my ps.. was suppose to be a 3 men job but im the one doing it cos the others are involved in something.. kinda sucky.. bt at least its also fun doin it~

i wanna change

2006-10-01T16:36:00.000+08:00

i dun wanna play mr nice guy anymore. i wanna change. i wan a life..throw my tantrums. disagree to things. saying no when i dun feel like doing stuff. but can i change just like that? will people just think that im being crazy as in just not myself for the day? i don't want to be taken granted for. i don't want. i want to be respected. i want people to take me seriously. people think im all about cracking jokes and am not serious at all. i dont want to give peoploe such impression. but i ca't help. i want to tell myself to love myself more. but i cant help showering my friends with the care i have. i told myself i dont want to. but i cant stop doing so. i told myself to stay firm with my beliefs. but when someone close to me toks, my heart melts.

am i weak? or i just cant change the way i am?

tired of being mr nice. seriously. im tired.

booked!

2006-10-01T00:47:00.000+08:00

ive been booked in advance for so many bdays.. god save me.. if not can you please drop some money from the sky and let me pick them up? it comes in very handy you know?

14/10 - giraffe's bday
22/10 - pork pie's bday
25/11 - fant's bday
??/12 - turlet n meow meow's bday
*note they are all turning 21 this year.. -_-"

den there's still my bday which i dunno who to celebrate with. definitely not a big hooha one. a simple one wud be fine. but who to celebrate with? wait a min.. in the first place, will anyone be celebrating for me? what if it turns out to be something like my 21st or something?

expectations can be dangerous.. so i shall not EXPECT anything to happen. muahaha.. so at least i wun be bothered about it.. will i be so busy and stress up with my upcoming course that i will even forget that the day is my bday? hrmmz.. still having intentions of taking up a new language.. heard that there are classes in dec. wonder i can make it a not.. and the mooolah plays a very important role also.. god dammit!

my sentiments

2006-09-28T21:11:00.000+08:00

"我已对这世界和周遭的人与事感到彻底的绝望。我再也没力气挣扎，没智力思考，也没能力哭泣。我已尽了所有的勉力但最终我还是决定放弃，因为我已歇斯底里，无能为力，也感到好累好累呀！我想已经没什么是值得我去眷恋了吧。。。"

above was extracted from a blog i happen to hop to. and guess what this person wrote is how i feel too at times.. im so tired..

meteor garden 2

2006-09-24T14:39:00.000+08:00

im quite slow considering that yesterday was the first time i watch meteor garden part 2. was just bored so i watched it. bt guess i gt something meaningful out of it
"when u share ur unhappiness with someone, ur unhappiness will be halved"
"when u share your joy with someone, ur joy will be doubled"

hw true can this be? bt i guess its true somehow. yesterday was just a slacking day for me. rot at home the whole day, but i just enjoyed it. it feels good to have nothing on your shoulders for once and just let ur brain shut down. BUT i forgt to watch my cartoons yesterday..

busy workin year..

2006-09-23T18:41:00.000+08:00

its a busy workin year for me esp during year end. the number of people celebrating their birthdays is scary.. starts from sep.. all the way to jan.. buying presents alone can make me broke already u know? to make things worst there's still christmas.. does that help at all? the whole animal kingdom, including me are year end babies. and the birthdays starts from oct. den i have my other friends.. the tot of it now is scary. maybe i should just disappear into thin air. haha! as if i can right?

its about another 3 weeks more before i start my rover course.. kinda cool.. this is probably one of the most useful things u get to do during your 2 years of service for the nation. at least this is wat i tink..

friend was telling me abt a supposed gathering.. which i happen not to know. but i wasn't the slightest upset you know? haha! anyway in the end even if they were to come out without me, they wun lose anything and i wun lose anything too! since i can adopt the "oh im so not bothered" attitude and i am oh so broke now~

my cheque book is here.. haha! but i have no money to write cheques.. hrmmz?